An Essay: I love hot men with huge cocks

I Love Hot Men with Big Cocks

By me

I gravitate to the sight of a masculine man, and often search out hot, good-looking men while out or about driving or traveling the streets, to look at them or veer at them; at their physically gifted fine bodies.

I desire them, and all that is inherent; they possess physical qualities, sexual abilities and gift attributes that I too desire to possess and feel; a hard physical maleness, strong, tight, and empowering; desire to explore and feel their muscular male form with a joined sexual bond, to the fantasy they penetrate my utmost depths with their manly sexual hugeness; to feel their male huge endowments penetrating hard at varied angles and positions and the lurid heights it produces when placed into them, and control me, and stirred by their hot manly body and huge cocks; I love it.

These delectable and magnificent studs with hot bodies stand desirable at many degrees and avenues.

Some become fashion models because of their good-looks, chiseled features, and fit bodies.

Others become soap opera stars and porn stars for their large male endowment, stamina sexiness, sexual performance, raw manly looks and magnetism, and have no inhibition to perform before cameras.

Others with likewise attributes may also become escorts, offer their sexual services, and raw sexual bodies to those who desire and marvel them, and to those who are generous, in exchange for their bodies, and their oversized physical endowment, are measurement to the degrees they go, to share with those in need of body contact with and on them, as love with them is sexual fantasy, or illusionary, but a monetary gain for escorts, and, and sexual and lustful desires fulfilled for those who seek them out.

The desire for their bodies, and offered, and produced, is staged, to those that want hard core, raw performance, and whole hearted body drenching sex, before one, or before a veering audience or private individuals, it is derived from clandestine arrangements, and is diehard, to see them fully unleashed from attire, and view their physical hot bodies, and engaged in with other naked bodies with incredible performance.

The loom large, aroused with their overgrown male tools, busy working up their maleness, amazingly with master skill and manners in variable positions lashing in sexual pleasure, and may satisfy some raw and decadently, and yet comfort others passionately, but it may gather that a raw sex is best, if the emotions are detached.

Their sexual performance is done just for the sake of the game, giving pleasure, the sex, sensational, meaningless, allow for a raw, lustful sex, the desire met, sexual gratification and satisfaction had, received and given, in contrast to providing companionship, nevertheless is opportunity for the good money they receive.

Some are lavished for their physical attributes, are offered or promised allures of every type and nature, gold, jewelry, trips, vacations, homes, stardom, and receive benefit, and their principles for more desired pious trait, have no place by and against their actions, and to some more so, for some engulf to it, to the art of it, the pain of it, the sacrifices from it, and some become dancers for money and stardom as well.

They’ll do anything to attain dreams, as to show off their hot, clad nakedness and gleaming bodies for show and entertainment; their strong bodies under the glare of light shown, the heat of lamps and multiple spot lights directed on them, is felt, melt them to move and perform, in nightclubs, on the stage, at Broadway, at Vegas productions, show off, and draw crowds, and sheers to their skill, and to their lustful display and dance, they hold no reservation to entertain in that manner.

For not doing it so, would prevent or get in the way of their aspiration and goals, their wants and the steps to follow their dreams by it and with it, and that their wish is for that of stardom; a fame, and glory.

Thus they feel motivated, charged, sexually desirable, a heat to last beat, and pounding thrust, is given and received with animal primal force, and grunts, a lust, released, felt lost its dreams, its wild sexual sensation, amidst brightness.

I wish and desire their physical beauty more than to follow the glamour of their aspirations, but cannot reject to experience from them their sexual skill and stamina; the sensational continuous long lasting pleasure and rapacious man love; a hardcore action, and the pleasure they instill and accomplish to maintain.

It is made felt with steady and pounding pace, is calculated and controlled, reached at variable degrees more, with ease as well harsh manner, so erotically inflicted is mine; an ecstasy, I enjoy it, and by and with their mastered skill, I feel ecstatically produced against me and on me , a manly assault.

I do not resist or regret its sexual and lustful sensation, is undoubtedly mesmerizing, with its mixed pain and pleasure, is but found invited as astonished to the bliss derived or given from a skilled hot man learned at giving pleasure with brute man love.

When he is first seen, or spotted, and displaying a big bulge; to phantom what he conceals packaged so, is his huge male tool, so bold, and visible, is met with shock, soon turns to a pleasant surprise, for his huge bulge at his crotch, a mystery for the innocent to phantom, is revealed by its outlining and engorged stuffed sight.

And is all too recognizable graphically, he possesses a huge cock within the packaged interior, and to those who know from sexual experience, how it can please with its raping manner and power.

It gives unexpected sexual pleasure to a frightened or vulnerable, virgin body, by opening and awakening carnal knowledge, for what he holds true, underlying, is his manly love tool, is sexual weapon.

It is that wild instrument, formed and seen massive before one’ sight, is held bursting from within him , at his crotch, his bulge, a massive mound, to awaken impure thoughts and lustful desires from is no longer secret, for what he truly holds, the experienced and lustful savvy know. It undoubtedly is provoking in sexual thoughts with its sheer sight and magnified presence.

It has conjured sexual experiences to it, from past encounters with real men, it’s like form, is an agenda, to draw to it near, knowing potentials. Its ability to produce sensations, as to inflict torment or tease by it sight, its powers, waits tested, is coveted; the sexual pleasure it gives in that form, is his overly sized member.

It is shown outright, is an obvious endowment, a torture to refrain sight to it, which is outlined stealth, as monstrous bulge, bursting at his manly seam for his ultimate reveal, is sexual haze to glance downward at it more.

He is noticed and veered at, and seen how physically fit and gifted he is, which is left to a mind’s discern his attributes accomplish and benefit him to achieve and receive.

Although from afar, he spotted at first glance as he walks, and his male form is seen pronounced, in that he sprouts a manly bulge at his crutch, which seems to want to burst out, and we crave for its release so, but it seems left undisturbed, in the continuous desire for it, that lustful eyes can veer at him more, his provocative protrusion stirs and arouses others, to his direction down, repeatedly, perhaps with concealed glances or unashamed looks, yet unlash, brash stares, to its not so ginger presence.

Apparently he sets to coy with his sweet sexual magnetism and disposition to be desired, that unwittingly, sweat expounded, one is trying, to maintain cool comportment from it sexual intimidation and tension that only stirs to confuse, and displace the mind, in that his massive grown size bulge, sheering together with his hot muscular body is creating sexual uneasiness in desire for it.

One questions whether his natural manner is without intended lasciviousness shows off his body to entice unmercifully, and his phallic bulge seen looming, but not exposed out of its durable texture; his man meat, and skin, and so reflect its, is seen recognized is his male tool, his hugeness male form concealed tight.

However, it is visualized within, growing big, and bigger, when released, and ultimately shown, and awakening full proclivities with its provocative dance, wonton invitations of desire, for his attributes within his pants, has no perils, when allowed.

He uninhibitedly and proudly allows it to veer out, as if natural, to show, that he possesses an extraordinary huge package in his crotch, and people, stare, smile, and feed his ego selectively thereof of, for delight, but destined are reoccurring , and episodes to seclude are the faces that stalk him.

He overlooks his surprise, is that it would make him feel unbelievable awesome, and charged to sexual ideas, and seeing the reaction other’s fear at how truly massive his member is and becomes.

His love tool really is a gift, always ready to pounce, to release vented sexual tension, to please, as well, just receive pleasure, and a delight with its role to play, satisfy, fulfill passion, does sir up.

There is too pleasure from its rape, deep and hard, and fasts, it grows unbelievable surpassing normal expectations, when it is out, and comes to life, overpowered, and a yearning for reciprocation of the most provocative manner, intrigues, mesmerizes, and seduces.

His huge soaring member waits, but waits no more, dividing the section, to its kiss, devourer is the holder of it, and his member is seen entered lost into a hungry mouth, reappears, to disbelivable feats, costing need for reconstrive compensations of the mouth it has injured by it sheer long protrusisiom to crevices unknown are not capable to withstand without a degree of damage to the sexual box, now left over from voice.

I fee lost to them, and I am rendered helpless, to their whims and dominance , to feel that their male tools split me open and wide, to work up my vents and release frenzies trapped inside me, and that their manly tools and hard body thrust, furiously goes about and to feel me about for their wonton pleasure.

They devour and take me with their manly tools going in and out of me, hard, with their fast and steady, but furious fucking; it carries me to the frenzy shown released etched in my face brow, sexual pain and desire, and by the animal sounds, grunts, or aches not misconstrued, is but desired, is cry from his given pleasure, and into sexual ecstasy so ascribed.

He seduces with awe, and tantalizes his sexual wants, bring out his massive tool, to remind how it will perform, to please, and hurt those not trained to such a massive feat, its tests to it, are attempts to try and please it first by the test of lips and tongue, and a deep mouth , leers the flavor.

It is extraordinary and out of this word, a challenge to possess more of thereon, not feign but learn fast during those awaking moment to take it under the shadow of darkness, enjoying it, worshiping it, while slurping on it with gusto, and shown on him is gleam, and total love for my submissive manner to it.

One becomes bitch, to receive it brutally, its hardness and the verbal demands not waiver from pleasure of it.

It pleasure is for the love it, continuously and without reserve, and likewise, show enjoyment to it battering, thus beg for it to continue with forceful pleasure ,for satisfaction of it too, is at crucial state, that it endure to mutual climax.

He is there to work the hole over, and treat it how it is now treated, to stay on top it, and convert it his whore, a nasty sex slave object and tool, at his beacon and for his ever desire, and remain at bay; both continues to enjoy to its unraveled pleasure, and is more , now that ideas are known, expectation are in place, and the willingness to submit to wild bodily passions, to his massive tool will bend to yield , and make him as top king.

The test is to approach upon, and then step up, release and discover what it can produce more, and awe, free it, find it more titillation, and to it the surprise how unbelievable massive his pleasure pole feels as it appears, engorged, and how masterfully and skilled he is, greater and magnificent for his giving a rawness, and a sweet pleasure too, is his skill to twist with love, are poignant to his pounding, and his fucking with fierce action.

He seeks and finds victims in that, that he possesses power to make those cry for his manly love, his gift to make them convulse in it with pleasure, a gift that compounds, to sensational extremes, is too proportional to the demand for love performance, stamina, and hot last, skill, many size sis magically declivous, sends to the start to the moon, and wishes are by blowing on clover, that some takes that be his massive tool, to veer at, touch, love, marvel and agree how unbelievable good his massive pleasure pole is.

The test at first, as it was unbelievable its site is fright, is tossed aside, for an undulated performance for pleasure, that is always dramatic, out of this word, sensation, and the pain from it, is converted pleasure, even when it followed unpaved ways, taken unforeseen avenues at varied moments.

It is there to experience, to get filled with its pleasure and to learn skill from its bulging and bursting groin, his male weapon is his pleasure object, that maleness in men exclusively gazed as such is referred, with incredible aghast, the whisper of its ability to castigate with sexual force, and desire to it, is confused, but conformed on those that can and are will to take, that expiries, as it subject change, to receive from it pleasure, from his monstrous tool, his love follies, the lurid details best kept utmost confidentiality, as alarm the notified and less fortunate at love.

He gives pleasure, a master as a lover, unending, and unweaving to hold release that felt good, so engulfing, reendowed, and with charm.

His are undeniably noticeable and desired; their bodies are tight muscular, and, they possess certain qualities deemed fine, sought desired.

They themselves feel desirable, from their chiseled handsome faces, and abilities to satisfy with protein manner, and all their physical hotness, sexual prowess, abilities, mystique, allure, and beauty, they can use to their advantage, and exploit their God- given attributes, as commodities.

That lustful participation, twistedly, crashing, and engraved etched, with male form and insertions, the hugeness of their sizeable members, long and hard, produced unbelievable ecstasy, bumping and grinding, riding hard, carried out by the sheer abilities, and desires, their muscled, smoldering bodies, venture to acts , hardcore, are primal lewd actions, and carnal pleasure, is consensually consummated; the copulation, invasively continuing on the one taken to act submissively, but with desired pleasure.

The commotion increased, gets wild with screams, grunts and sounds, the cries in the open air fly loud, is heard by them, stirs, and the squeaking of the bed, is a sexual turn on to the ears, the evident of their forceful and penetrating action, and a full pounding and release to hurt with pleasure, destroys vividly in the imagination.

Amazing that there is an egging on for more, for total submission to pain and pleasure, the plowing and invasion of the it’s body love holes, the slapping is but confused, that pleasure is amidst pain that is, but begged; they satisfy each other’s bodies, finding to enslave and control, grab and bite, torsos, arms, ears, necks, back, legs, are searched too, to mount, hold, pull, and possess, with various intervals to the movements and the force their bodies carry or produce.

It holds captivate, as to capture all their bodily orifices with skill and explore invade with his deep penetration in the sensual crevices, made vulnerable and violated in wonton frenzy, a rendering to and reception, repeatedly felt, with blurred vision, caused by their dripping wet into their eyes, they are in the cover of dark, unable observe a clear refection in the mirror, intentionally placed there, to watch themselves in luridly to reflection in the mirror.

They enjoy their images divulged and seen transpiring on mirrors, is duplicative in shadow, as in recorded video, or as seen on movie screens, it is seen wild with action and awe, if judged extreme, its nature and graphicness, is not a missed scene, yet made obscured with sweat in their eyes due to its sting, leaving them following the action, if by trained memory, and the sight of their actions left absent, but still remain enthralled to it luridness, and blinds pure souls, awakens lascivious desire and passion by their body sensation are hold to the acoustics, that allow their animal sounds to echo in the traveled air, amazes and arouse from its obscene scenes, reflexing he mirror.

It bolsters searing hormones, from it its wild contours, and sexual stir; the moans and groans, one hears, firstly arrives to discern and, to explain how good the pleasure is the, for one, is intense, and both, they are entrenched to is pleasure, and however grueling the pain, is ecstasy too, for at other points, the pushing an invasive cock with brutal force, into a love hole is arousal more, they hold out hard, no doubt, to get more, the wild sexual joining and retractions, repeatedly, as their goings on with frenzy, is a marathon, that is to enjoy fast, in their sexual prime, racing with fanfare.

It is so freely and wild now, but most in common with them all, the hot, and beautiful, folk; the physically well endowed, sexually desired, tight bodied individuals, is that they offer to give up their bodies and their good looks, in exchange for monetary gain, foremost (they got to pay the rent) and their youth is expended, at a price, figuratively and metaphorically, is but precise.

I enjoy collecting photos and videos of these hot men, especially if they are super masculine looking, cute, and they have huge dicks. I marvel at their magnitude and piercing sexuality, they draw at my eyes and thoughts, produce wild desire and lust for them.

I enjoy the sexy young cute men, and get turned off by the fat, ugly, hairy older men, or flabby, wrinkled men.

I prefer passionate movies, where men actually make love and charm good, hardcore sex than the sadomasochist movies, where pain is inflicted and the extreme is performed, such as fisting, spitting, piercing, hot waxing, and pissing, as well degrading with defecation.

I am amazed when hot men perform sex with skill, sucking each other’s huge dicks with gusto, and like there was no tomorrow, and fucking with controlling action, with skill and masterfully movement; when bottoms submit and render to hardcore pounding actions, his ass gleams with sweat, sleeked, greased or lubed, ready for fucking by a top with a huge cock.

I get more turned on by sweet, round ass, spread, to reveal a luscious, tight, and pinkish hole. I can almost feel its warmth and velvety sensation within with manly penetration into its heavenly depths.

I look for the big cock movies the most. I am amazed when a guy pulls out his whopping dick, and it is the biggest, hugest, longest, thickest dick, hardest one ever seen, as he stokes it, almost in need of his two hands, massively it waives, as it is stroked, moves its shaft, down and up, fast and repeatedly.

I am surprised, with awe, especially too, when a young, lanky kid, barely a teen, possess a humongous monster of a dick.

How can it be so big? This young kid is amazes to possess such a big dick, as though that big monster he sports between his legs is out of place, a mistake on him, but his God- given reward for just being born.

He is chosen to carry it, his male body made unsteady in movement, to its hanging weight and size, that to his have grown one that sheer size is burden, is wonder and awe, provokes thought, whether he is deserving of it, or masterful with it, to handle it, employ, and sport its unbelievable huge size to fuck with stud perfection in its performance to please; as it large and humongous to the glance, scary and frightening to its possible torturous pain too.

It is seen as a fluke of nature on a young lad, for it is contrived, that his such huge cock is mystery it existed on him before he unleashed it from his groin, and whether he knows how impressive it looks, whether he ever has used it with sexual power or yet learned to use that impressive, scary long, hard tool, unmercifully on others’ poor holes, can one handle such a size?

We wonder as to who can handle it well, and whether he is good at fucking, as a good lover would, does he know how, seeing how youthful he appears, and his small framed, lanky body, fit enough to the deed, fucking well with it, or whether he is but lame at using it with crude inexperience.

At first he does not produce its true prowess, to know that he has a big dick, to maneuver, and utilize it to control, please, or torture, as to alter their holes wide open, that massive dick, is a weapon, with its huge size, and orchestrated force, to its rendering pain, is fright and puzzled looks appear, how unbelievable a monster it is, with its humongous size, is painful, but yearned. I wish I had a big dick like his.

Ripping and plowing holes hard, and with steady, slapping; forcefully and brutally, rendering traumatic damage; a force, a trauma far beyond that of others can give, well, long and hard, with no mercy, a manly skill, the pleasure it gives with it total invasion, his getting from it delight, from it too, to render that pain, feeling ecstasy for the pleasure he receives as well from it, as felt pleasure received as well as giving.

It is contradicted , mixed pain, and pleasure, and theirs, he inflicts and gives it in degrees, first pain and then whole hearted pounding pleasure, that is taken and received, and subsume, to accept happen, the experience, leaving one deflowered, and left to that twisted desire for more, that sensation is out of this world.

It is masterfully, and fear striking, but desired, despite the damage it may inflict, to derive from it as pleasure, never felt before, erotically wild, and charged, leaving one pulsating, torn to is reception, with conversation, feeling changed, destroyed, and desiring more, that massive pleasure pole again soon, as is hard and big, is hard to believe, is taking it too, there passion too, exchanged.

So we wonder how really good will he eventually become; or is he yet good at using that big dick or is a lame fixture despite that is a big dick, just flopping away, doing floppy, missed motions, being a lame fuck.

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I enjoy military men

When I was in my twenties, I got turned on by military gay porn depicting manly recruits; Marines, Army, and or Navy guys fucking and sucking in the barracks, at the base, in the sergeants quarters, the latrine, the ammunition cage, the logistics room, and on the army trucks and jeeps, and liked hearing the sound of their clanking tags as they fucked. I loved guys in their military uniforms boxes and under shirts, their tags hanging on their chest; and I too love fatigues and class dress uniforms.

I spend so much time in my activity, downloading and collecting their depictions that I don’t even watch or see the photos and movies; I just seem to be collecting and amassing. However, I feel that I am a sex addict because I desire sex a lot, but I don’t have sex anymore like I when I was young. I was adventurous, and went out to look for sex, and found sex. Now, I remain abstained, but not by choice, I just don’t find the pleasure searching or hunting for sex, it is consuming, and I am not good at manipulation any more either.

Also, I cannot easily go out and do what I want because I live at home, and I feel controlled by my living situation wherein my mother will know everything I am up too, and surely she will preach and judge.

However, I still have the urge and desire for sex with hot military men, that raw, unedited sex, with passion and a lot of bodily contact; a connection of utmost profound depths, from head to toe. I guess that through these sexual media, the models, actors, and performers have and do all sex for me, as if almost it has become but a virtual forum, I can experience and sense as though I am the one getting that good sex.

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