love the way you hate

Love the way you hate.
He looked over to where I was lying on his bed, curled up to his duvet, wearing just my thong and his slipknot t-shirt. He leaned on a bookcase only a little way away, he wore his black skinny jeans his chest bare showing off his flat stomach and strong arms. Despite how I felt looking at his flawless body, I couldn’t deny the look he was giving me, it was filled with hatred. One I was used to seeing on his face almost more then I was used to seeing him smile. That was the thing with us, we were either going for each other’s throats or we were tearing off each other’s clothes in passion and love. It was a love stronger then I had ever felt but he was the biggest arsewhole I had ever met.
“How could you have slept with… with HIM!” he shouted, his voice was filled with hurt and anger.
“You told me to move on, I tried to!” I shouted back frustrated with his mixed signals but knowing I was no better. Despite how much I wanted something normal I couldn’t, no matter how many times I tried no matter how many fights. He drew me to him like an angel to her god. We were stuck in a loop entwined together.
“I didn’t acutely expect you to do it! Normally you do the complete opposite of what I want and what I need you to do!” his anger scared me, but I wasn’t going to back down he was so frustrating.
“Because you don’t own me! I need someone that treats me better” I said my voice going emotionless.
“go ahead leave kitty!” he shouted, his eyes looking at me saying ‘do it, I dare you’ without acutely needing to say anything.
“fine!” I shouted getting to my feet and pushing past him toward the door. I kick it open leaving a huge dent in it. It wasn’t the only dent we had left in his door. But now wasn’t the time to think about that, I was fuming. How could he care so little after the night we had spent together? He clams to love me but the way he was so willing to chuck me away said otherwise. Sometimes we would go mouths without speaking he would get a new girl or I would get a new guy, but the other would come back we would end up sleeping together again and… you can guess the rest. Wherever we ventured into each other’s life’s we brought fire.
“I didn’t give you permission to leave!” he shouted “I’m not done talking to you!” he shouted after me in the hall. He grabbed me by my hips and pulled me to him, holding me still by my wrists. I struggled ageist him but there was little point he was at least 10x stronger than me. I screamed in his face.
“shut up!” he shouted over me.
“or what Lewis?!?!?” he asked my eyes wild.
“or I’ll tie you to my bed and tape your mouth shut” he whispered, despite it being a threat it sounded good and sent electric throw me. but I wasn’t going to let him know that.
“you going to keep me prisoner in your fucking flat!” I shouted.
“no, I’m not a fucking mantle patient!” he shouted back. His grip had loosened on my arms and I took the opportune to push him back with my full body weight. He stumbled not expecting the blow, tripping on my dress that still lay in the hall way of his flat. He fell to the floor hitting his head on the way down. His eyes closed, for a few seconds my heart stopped. All anger few out of my body and my heart cried out. Tears began to well in my eyes. I run over to him, crouching down over his chest. “Lewis!” I shout. He didn’t respond. I put my head to his chest and could hear his heart beat. “Scared you didn’t I?” he smiled, his eyes not opening fully. “you fucking arsewhole!” I shouted my hand going up to slap him but he grabbed it before it reached his face. His eyes locked on mine he pulls me so I’m lying on top of him.
“don’t leave” he whispered. His lips cm’s from mine.
“you just told me to leave” I said my tears rolling down my checks.
“I said a lot of things” he paused “but I love your rebelliousness, I love how strong you are and how your just as stubborn as me.” he shook his head “something about you… there’s something I need in you” he said rolling me over so he lye on top of me.
“you don’t want me” I said my voice cracking.
“your right I don’t want you, I need you” he answered. His lips going to my neck. Kissing and biting me gently. I gasp, feeling his body ageist mine, his jeans rubbing ageist my thong.
“beside you cant leave, your wearing my t-shirt” he said standing up and holding a hand down to me. I get to my feet and walk back into his bedroom, him following close behind.
“have it back then” I said pulling it over my head, revelling my boobs.
“well that’s not the only thing that’s mine, I brought you those panties” he said licking his lips giving me a naughty look.
I slide it over my butt looking at him over my shoulder “if I didn’t know better I would say you was just trying to get me naked” I said biting my lip as I turn back to face him.
“now why would I want to do that?” he asked, stepping close to me so we are nearly touching, but his body doesn’t touch. It was almost worse having him so close and not feeling him ageist me. A shiver runs up my body, but it wasn’t from the cold.
“tell me that this boy meant nothing, tell me your body… and your heart belongs to me.” he asked.
“I cant do that” I shook my head smiling at him, I shake my hips letting my skin brush his every so often.
“I love you too much to let anyone else have you kitty, let me show you something that only I can do for you” he said his fingertips slowly sliding up my arm.
“that only we can share?” I asked. Stepping closer lifting my head and opening my mouth looking up at him.
“that only we can share” he whispered his breath going ragged. He let his hands hold onto my hips.
I looked up to think, then with a smile “no” I said, slipping round him. He wasn’t having it. He pulled me back “don’t make me beg” he said his hands going round my hips to my arse, grasping it. “but I like it when you beg” I said licking my lips. He picked me up by my arse and placed me on the bed, spreading my legs. He let the tip of his toung flick my clit. I grab onto his arms digging my nails into his skin. he then lets his toung circle round my clit slowly and gently, making me feel incredible. He flicks it again with his toung faster this time but still gently. Then again, before circling once again, getting faster each time. my breathing becomes deep and hard to control. I squirm as I feel my body ready to cum, but he doesn’t let me move away instead he locks my legs in place with his arms, my hands pull off his beanie and go into his long brown hair. My eyes rolling back, I push myself back ageist the bed, ready to cum. Just as I’m about to he pushes his toung into my pussy finding my g-spot and flicking hard with his toung. I moan, Cumming. when my body stops jerking he comes back up to my lips.
“Did I do good kitten?” he asks smiling already knowing the answer. I felt so glad I had torte him how to do that. I pull his eyes down to mine by gently tugging his hair. “I’m yours always, now fuck me!” I beg. He smiled rolling onto his back next to me, I watch as he unbuttons his jeans pulling them down with his boxers revelling his hard long cock! I practically jump at him, pulling him to the end of the bed and sitting onto of him as he sits up looking at me. I slowly slide him in me half way feeling his cock stretch me. I bounce up on him then down, feeling the full length of him in me. I gasp. Looking at him mouth wide.
“mmmm sexy” he said. Putting his hands on my hips. He uses his hands to pull me up and down on his cock as I bounce on him, making him go deeper and deeper. As we go faster and faster. my body shakes with another orgasm, but instead of making me cum again he slows. Letting me bounce slowly feeling the whole length of him go out.. and in.. out and in every time I felt closer to him felt more with him. His eyes locked on mine I let my lips slide down to his kissing him hard and dirty. He kisses me back before lifting me up, I wrap my legs round his waste as he puts me back onto the bed with him on top of me, he pushes in deeper and fast, thrusting with all he had. I put my hands on his arse feeling him and pulling him closer as he thrusts in. I scream. And my body cums hard, shivering. It lasts for almost two minutes before he blew his load into me. “mmmm” I said feeling his cum drip out of me. he looks down at me “you’re the most beautiful girl I have ever seen”

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