GIVING IN TO THE HARD SIDE
Introduction:
My first time with a guy and I go all the way!!!
[b]WELL, HER IS MY DEAL. I AM A VERY GOOD LOOKING GUY WHO HAS GIRLS THROWING THEMSELVES AT ME. I NEVER FELT ATTRACTED TO GUYS, BUT A FEW YEARS AGO I STARTED HAVING URGES OR FANTASYS. I WOULD OCCASIONALLY GET AROUSED AT THE THOUGHT OF MESSING AROUND WITH A GUY. A COUPLE TIMES WHEN I WAS HAVING SEX I THOUGHT ABOUT FUCKING A GUY LIKE THAT AND GOT MYSELF PRETTY AROUSED.
ABOUT A YEAR AND A HALF AGO, I WENT OUT TO THIS CLUB ON A SATURDAY NIGHT THAT IS USUALLY A GAY CLUB. I MET SOME GUY AND AGREED TO GO BACK TO HIS HOUSE TO SMOKE SOME WEED. I GUESS MY INHIBITIONS WERE GONE BECAUSE IN NO TIME AT ALL, I WAS LETTING THIS GUY RUB MY COCK THROUGH MY JEANS. INSTEAD OF LEAVING AND NOT DOING ANYTHING GAY, I UNZIPPED AND LET THIS GUY SUCK MY COCK. I WAS SO HORNY THAT I CAME IN HIS MOUTH IN A MINUTE. I INSTANTLY FELT ASHAMED, ZIPPED UP AND LEFT. I COULDN’T BELIEVE WHAT I HAVE DONE. I THOUGHT THAT THINKING ABOUT IT WAS ONE THING, BUT DOING IT WAS…WELL…GAY–AND I AM NOT. NOT EVEN BI.
SO I WRAPPED MYSELF BACK UP IN THE USUAL GUY ON GIRL POUNDING I WAS SO USED TO AND GOOD AT AND KIND OF FORGOT ABOUT IT. A FEW MONTHS WENT BY AND I WAS OUT DOWNTOWN DRINKING WITH A BUNCH OF FRIENDS WHEN MY URGES CAME BACK.
THIS HOT GIRL WAS HITTING ON ME, BUT IT WASN’T DOING ANYTHING FOR ME. MY FRIENDS THOUGHT I WAS NUTS BECAUSE MY TONGUE WASN’T IN HER MOUTH. I SAID I WAS GOING TO THE BATHROOM AND SLIPPED OUT THE BACK DOOR. I WALKED A FEW BLOCKS AND FOUND MYSELF OUTSIDE OF THE GAY BAR AGAIN ON THE FULL UP GAY NIGHT. I WALKED PAST IT 4 TIMES AND THEN TOOK A DEEP BREATH AND WENT IN.
I WAS VERY UPTIGHT. I DIDNT MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH ANYONE. ALL THE GUYS KEPT TRYING TO TALK TO ME TELLING ME HOW HOT I WAS AND ASKING ME IF I AM STRAIGHT OR GAY. AFTER A WHILE I WOULD JUST SMILE AND SAY NOT INTERESTED OR THAT I WAS STRAIGHT. I STARTED DRINKING A LOT MORE AND BECAME MORE COMFORTABLE AND STARTED BEING MORE SOCIABLE. THEN I WENT TO THE OTHER BAR IN THE BACK OF THE CLUB AND MET THIS BARTENDER MARCUS.
HE STARTED IN WITH THE WHOLE STRAIGHT OR GAY THING AND I BLURTED OUT THAT I WAS BI. I COULDNT BELIEVE I SAID THAT. HE WAS WEARING ONLY BOXERS AND HAD A RIPPED MUSCULAR TONE. HE WAS BLACK AND LOOKED LIKE THAT ACTOR TYSON A LITTLE. THEN I LOOKED DOWN AND NOTICED HIS COCK. IT LOOKED LIKE HE HAD A FLASHLIGHT IN HIS UNDERWEAR SIDEWAYS. I STARTED GETTING HARD. I TRIED TO FOCUS ON SOMETHING ELSE, BUT IT WAS NO USE–THIS BLACK GUY WAS MAKING MY COCK HARD. AFTER A COUPLE MINUTES- I WENT TO THE BATHROOM. I ACTUALLY HAD A COUPLE DRIPS OF PRECUM FORMING.
I SAID TO MYSELF–DON’T HOLD BACK–JUST SEE WHAT HAPPENS AND WENT BACK TO THE BAR. HE COULD TELL I WAS INTERESTED I GUESS BY MY LOOK AND SAID THE CLUB WAS CLOSING IN A HALF HOUR. HE ASKED IF I WANTED TO STAY AND WHEN HE WAS DONE CLEANING UP, WE COULD GO TO AN AFTERHOURS PLACE. HE WAS THE OWNER AND WOULD LET THE OTHER GUYS GO EARLY. I SAID SURE.
WHEN EVERYONE WAS OUT, I STARTED TO WANDER AROUND. I WENT UP THESE STAIRS TOTHE DJ BOOTH AND FOUND THERE WAS A LITTLE BED AND CHANGING ROOM BEHIND IT. I WAS GETTING SCARED THINKING WHAT I MAY DO AND WAS ABOUT TO GO DOWN WHEN I HEARD MARCUS COMING UP THE WOODEN STAIRS. I TURNED TOWARDS HIM AND HE SAID I FOUND HIS HIDING PLACE. I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING–JUST CLOSED MY EYES SLOWLY, BIT MY LIP AND MOANED IN AGREEMENT. HE WALKED UP TO ME AND BRUSHED HIS UNDERWEAR AGAINST ME. I COULD FEEL HIS COCK AND I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO PASS OUT–I WAS SHAKING… I REACHED DOWN AND FELT HIM. HE MUST HAVE BEEN 9 OR 10 INCHES AND AS FAT AS MY WRIST. HE TRIED TO KISS ME AND I SAID I AM NOT INTO THAT–THEN HE UNBOTTONED MY PANTS AND STARED RUBBING MY COCK.
THIS WAS THE TIME TO LEAVE–TO STAY STRAIGHT AND NOT CROSSOVER–INSTEAD I HELPED HIM BY SLIDING OFF MY PANTS AND UNDERWEAR AND THEN SLIDING OFF HIS. MY SHIRT CAME OFF AND THERE I WAS TUGGING N ANOTHER MANS HARD BLACK COCK. I WANTED TO PLEASE HIM AND I KNEALT DOWN AND STARTED LICKING IT–I WASNT VERY GOOD, BUT I TRIED–I STARED GETTING SO HORNY, I JUST STOOD UP AND PUSHED HIM ONTO THE BED AND STRADDEDLED HIM LIKE SO MANY GIRLS HAVE DONE TO ME BEFORE. I STARTED SLIDING HIS WET, FAT COCK HEAD AGAINST MY ASSHOLE. I COULDNT BELIEVE WHAT I WAS DOING. I TRIED PUSHING IT IN A LITTLE, BUT IT WAS TOO DRY AND BIG.
ON THE FLOOR WAS BABY OIL. I POURED IT OVER HIS COCK AND RUBBED IT ALL OVER MY ASSHOLE. I STARTED PUSHING BACK ON TO HIS COCK HEAD AGAIN AND IT HURT LIKE HELL. I STARTED PUSHING OUT FROM MY INSIDES AS I WAS SITTING DOWN ON IT AND IT STARTED TO GO IN. I LET OUT A WHIMPER. I SHOULD STOP I THOUGHT. I HAVE NO RUBBER AND I AM NOT GAY! THEN HE SAID IN A DEEP VOICE–“WORK IT IN THAT TIGHT ASS” I LOST IT. I LEANED OVER AND SUCKED HIS TONGUE INTO MY MOUTH. HE COCK WAS IN A LITTLE BIT NOW AND I KEPT PUSHING DOWN ON IT–I WAS DRUNK WITH EXTACY. WITHIN A MINUTE, WE WERE COVERED IN SWEAT AND HE WAS MOANING INTO MY MOUTH–I REACHED MY HAND BACK, I GUESS AS A LAST DITCH EFFORT TO COME TO MY SENSES AND STOP THIS AND FELT THIS BLACK TREE TRUNK IN ME UP TO HIS BALLS. I WAS OUT OF CONTROL–I SAT UP, LEANED BACK AND STARED RIDING HIM ALL THE WHILE RUBBING ON HIS ABS AND CHEST. I WAS SO HORNY THAT MY COCK STUCK STRAIGHT OUT WHILE HAVING 10 THICK INCHES OF BLACK COCK IN ME. I SLOWED FOR A MINUTE, AND TOLD HIME NOT TO CUM IN ME BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE AND I DON’T WANT TO CATCH ANYTHING. HE SAID HE WAS CLEAN AND HE WOULDN’T.
I HAD CROSSED OVER THE LINE I THOUGHT AND STARTED RIDING HIM EVEN FASTER. I WAS WHISPERING SOMETHING OVER AND OVER AND HE FINALLY ASKED WHAT I WAS SAYING. I SAID “THERE IS NO GOING BACK NOW–I LOVE THIS BLACK COCK IN ME. I AM GAY NOW” HE THEN STARED JERKING ME OFF WHILE I WAS RIDING LIKE AN ANIMAL. IT WAS GOING TO MAKE ME CUM AND I STARTED BREATHING HEAVY AND WHIMPERING THAT I WAS GOING TO CUM. I LOOKED AT HIM AND HE SAID HE WAS GOING TO ALSO. I FELT HIS CHEST AND MUSCLES START TO TENSE UP AND IT FELT LIKE HIS COCK WAS EVEN BIGGER AND HARDER. I STARED CUMMING AND HE GRUNTED ME TOO. I DON’T KNOW WHAT CAME OVER ME, BUT I WENT TO GET OFF HIM IN MY MIND, BUT INSTEAD–MY BODY PUSHED INTO HIM MORE SO HE COULD GET EVEN DEEPER. HE GRUNTED AND I FELT HIS THICK COCK JUMPING INSIDE OF ME. I WAS SHOOTING ALMOST T THE SAME TIME ALL OVER HIS CHEST. AFTER ABOUT 10 SECONDS, I JUMPED OFF HIM AND SAID OH MY GOD–YOU DIDN’T CUM IN ME DID YOU? I KNEW THE ANSWER–I FELT IT IN ME AND LEAKING OUT OF ME WHEN I JUMPED OFF. HE SAID MAYBE A LITTLE. I REACHED AROUND AND FELT MY GAPING SLIPPER ASSHOLE WITH ALL THE CUM DRIPPING OUT AND RAN TO THE BATHROOM.
I WAS SO SPENT, CONTENT, AND SCARED–I CAN’T BELIEVE MY FIRST TIME WITH A GUY WAS UNPROTECTED AND I LET HIM CUM IN ME. I WENT BACK UPSTAIRS BECAUSE I FORGOT MY CLOTHS THERE AND HE WAS STILL LYING THERE WITH HIS COCK SHINING AND HARD STILL–I SAID FUCK IT–I STILL NEED MORE–I GOT ON TOP OF HIM AGAIN AND HE SLIPPED RIGHT IN ME. I GUESS HE WASN’T EXPECTING IT OR SOMETHING BECAUSE HE GOT TENSE IN 2 MINUTES. HE SAID HE WAS GOING TO CUM, I TOLD HIM TO CUM IN ME DEEP AND FELT HIS COCK SPURT IN ME AGAIN. HE FUCKED ME ONE MORE TIME AFTER AND CAME IN ME DOGGY STYLE. I LEFT FEELING LIKE SUCH A WHORE. I WAS SO FULL OF CUM, IT WAS ALL OVER MY UNDERWEAR. I WENT HOME AND I WAS CHANGED NOW.
I WAS SCARED SHITLESS. AFTER A LONG TIME– I FOUND I WAS LUCKY. I HAVN’T EVEN BEEN WITH ANY GUYS AGAIN. I DONT GO OUT TO THOSE BARS, BECAUSE I FEEL SO HORNY THAT I WOULD LET EVERYONE RUN A TRAIN ON ME TILL I EXPLODE—SO FOR NOW–IT WAS A PHASE AND I AM LUCKY AND CELEBATE( STRAIGHT)–UNTIL I LOSE CONTROL AGAIN!!!!!!
