Growing Up (prologue)
Introduction:
This is the story of how I lost my virginity. It happened nearly 12 years ago and to this day I still think of it when I play with myself. And for the sake of writing a story that would keep a readers attention, I have embellished a little, but I promise you the more unbelievable parts are also the truest.
And like many of these stories go…there was a boy. Ryan. Ryan was perfect. He wasn’t a pretentious jerk or an asshole jock. He was friends with practically everyone and was friendly to the kids that were labeled outcasts. He was on the soccer team, played guitar, interested in physics, raced motocross…just an interesting guy!
He had gorgeous blue eyes, and hair that he colored or cut into crazy styles (like I said it was 2004). He just didn’t care what people thought. It was typically brown and in a faux hawk.
I remember vividly the day I first saw him. I was at a camp with a friend over a holiday weeken early in the summer. The campground had a lake and we went swimming. There he was, with his friends, he looked a few years older than I was. I couldn’t stop staring at his sinewy body. He had a farmer’s tan that (for whatever reason in my 14 year old mind) made him that much better. And it turned out that my friend knew him! We whispered among ourselves and worked up the courage to talk to them.
The long weekend turned out to be pretty short, but Ryan and I hit it off pretty quickly. We went for long walks and talked as long as we could before being summoned by the parents to come back to the campsites.
I wish terribly that this was a story of us at that camp, that we snuck out and lived my fantasies…which at that time were pretty PG. I just wanted to be held by him and touch his muscles and kiss him…but we kinda lost touch over the summer. It wasn’t until school started again that I got to see him again.
Another mutual friend of ours was having a party at his parents farm. In attendance was the soccer team, girls volleyball team, most of the football team, and really just the more popular kids of high school. I was surprised I was even told about it. (Only to find out later that Ryan asked for me and a few others to be invited).
It was awkward for me and (already being shy in those situations) stayed huddled in my small circle of friends. I knew the volleyball girls haf crushes on Ryan at different times, and even though we didn’t know each other or were dating, made me jealous and upset. I craved his attention! I wasn’t as “fully formed” as the other girls which made me even more self conscious.
As they party went on, groups dispersed here and there between the basement or the barn or by the pool. The smallest group was in the basement, which is where I found myself among a couple volleyball girls and nearly the entire soccer team.
I had tried to be a part of the conversations but it quickly evolved into inside jokes and “code” that I could hardly follow. I remember the boys jokingly grabbing at Ryan’s crotch and the girls making lewd comments and jokes about. They continuously kept singing “Big John” and was honestly, very annoying, as I had no idea what they were getting at.
And at this point in time, my life would change forever.
The girls invited me to sit between them on a couch, and still naive, I was glad to have felt included. One of the soccer boys sat on Lela’s lap (girl on my right). The conversation had become more sexual and they talked about porn and each ones sexual experiences. Ryan stayed mostly silent and so did I.
It took me a second to notice that Lela’s hand was down the boys shorts and another up his shirt. I pretended to ignore it, though I felt my face get red and hot. I was lost in my own head for a moment, wondering how I became a part of this scene.
“What’s the biggest dick you’ve ever seen?” The question was directed at me, and I wasn’t sure how to answer. I told them how I’ve never seen one, except in porn pictures that my friends and I would look up on the computer and quickly turn off.
“I think Ryan should show us “Big John””, the girl to my left said. I was stunned as I now knew what they were talking about earlier. I was shocked and extremely curious. I could feel myself start to tremble at the excitment and my underwear becoming more wet.
He tried to tell us no. But his buddies were coaxing him on and bringing me into it. Saying how “Amy would want to see it.” And “Don’t you want to get with her anyways?”
“You do want him? And want to see it?” Asked Shyann to my left. “I want to see it.” She said.
I couldn’t let her act more interested than me, so I innocently nodded my head. “Please” I squeaked.
He stepped over the coffee table and stood in front of me and Shyann. Lela had her boyfriend stand in front of her, his dick was already out, but I tried to ignore it. Ryan unbuttoned his pants and inched his waist band down, moving his hips forward so that Shyann and I could finish taking them down. I followed her lead, but tried to be more aggressive about it to make her back off.
I could tell he was already getting stiff as his pants came down. I was surprised by how difficult it was to pull them down. Shyann held the pants down, revealing almost all of him. “Go ahead” she said to me. I was inexperienced and jumped when understood what she meant.
I always thought my hands were big for a teenage girl, but they felt small around his shaft. It was warm and the skin was soft. Gently I lifted and pulled the entire cock out and my mouth dropped. It was much larger than I expected. Looking back on that moment, I realize it was probably around 8 inches, and had a lot of girth. But on his teenage body, it was just massive. He was circumcised, and his pubic hair was trimmed. Shyann let go of the pants and held on to it with her own hand, and surprisingly, I wasn’t upset or jealous. I knew how wrong it was, and I felt dirty. But I liked it. My heart was racing, and I felt my wetness in my pants.
I gently played with his shaft in awe and wonder, as she played with his balls. I felt her other hand on my back as we got closer to him and to each other. I found my hand on her thigh almost involuntarily. I was in a trance, and felt like I was on a ride I couldn’t control. His cocked throbbed and grew and became harder in my hand.
I looked up to him. And he looked at me with a smile. My mouth watered at the thought of his cock in my mouth, but I soon felt her face against my hand. She started hissing the tip of his cock, and playing with it with her tongue. I gripped him harder and he moaned. I knew he liked it, against my own feelings, I fed Shyann his huge cock. Her lips wrapped around the head of his cock as she began to suck on it. Her head began to Bob back and forth, going further and further down his cock until she gagged herself.
Then she did it again only staying on it for a moment longer. Tears came down her face and Ryan moaned softly. His hips gently pushing forward to make her swallow more of him.
She came back to breath, spit strung from his penis to her mouth and I took my chance to put him in my mouth. I thought it kind of hot that we were both making Ryan moan with pleasure.
I had to make my mouth open wide to actually take him. And when I di . He fit perfectly. I could taste Shyann’s lip gloss and I felt my hand start rubbing her thigh. The tio of his cock tapped at the back of my mouth. My tongue pressed against the bottom of his shaft as I tried to keep him from going to far. I found that I loved the taste of his precum and wanted more. I took a short breath and pushed his dick as far into my mouth as I could, but I quickly began to gag. I hated that I didn’t do as good as Shyann and tried again. I swallowed hard and tried to open my mouth as wide as I could and continued to swallow. I felt the head of his oenis touch the back of my throat and I began to gag again but I hand on the back of my head stopped me from coming back, and Ryan thrust himself farther down my throat.
I quit gagging, but I couldn’t breath with the massive member in my mouth.
He pulled out and a few of the other boys made impressed comments. Some had begun masturbating as they watched
Lela had her boyfriends cock in her mouth and was jerking off another boy at the same time. Her short was off and the boys were playing with her tits.
Shyann had also take her shirt off, but I was pretty ashamed of my budding breasts in comparison with theirs, but Shyann moved quick to take my shirt off and my small bra off. She ooed and awed at my “perky” tits as she played with them.
I wasn’t myself, I didn’t know the person I was. I let her continue to play with my tits and Ryan’s cock as I jacked him off. She switched between sucking on his balls and his shaft. I just sat there with my young tits exposed watching him as his facial expression started to change.
I knew what was about to happen.
“Cum for me” I whispered looking into his beautiful blue eyes. I couldn’t believe what I was saying! I got closer, and stroked his cock faster.
“I’m cumming!” He said. A hot string of white liquid shot onto my neck and chest. I wanted to taste it and was just quick enough to feel the last couple spasms shoot his cum into my mouth. It was an odd thing, salty and slimy….but I loved it. I held him in my mouth as he slowly calmed down. I swallowed his cum and felt a little drip off of the side of my mouth. But it was Shyann’s mouth that I felt at my lips, licking my chin and neck. Licking up Ryan’s cum off my chest and it felt amazing. My nipples got hard as she played with them in her mouth.
I closed my eyes to enjoy it, and when I opened them back up. Clothes were getting put on, and I did the same.
As quickly as it happened, it was over.
The party continued upstairs and no one really said anything about those events ever again. But it did help me make a little more friends.
Ryan and I began dating shortly after that, and I’m sure I will write more of our exploits soon.
