Losing My Love Part 1

It was the very first day of school and I was scared to death to say the least. After we moved away from my home town since I was young, I was going to have to start all over again with making new friends, but I had no say in the matter as my dad got a job opportunity he couldn’t pass up.

My name is Lily. I’m about 5’5” with blonde hair and blue eyes. I hadn’t really put out yet and only had really small breasts but I was told I was a late bloomer. I’m going to be going to a new school that is right down the street and I’m going to be that “new kid”. I was an only child so I didn’t have anyone to turn to about my nerves so I just tried to fall asleep and tried to make the best of my new school.

I woke up the next day more nervous than when I went to bed. I got up, showered, got dressed, and went downstairs and was met by my parents.

“Ready for your first day sweetie?” My mom asked.

“I guess. I’m just really nervous and I don’t know anyone.” I answered.

“You’ll make friends fast I promise” she reassured me.

After that, I ate my breakfast and headed out the door. As soon as I reached the fence that separated my house from the street, I ran into a girl that was walking in the same direction I had to go in. Eager to make a new friend, I walked up next to her and introduced myself.

“Hi there! My name is Lily.”

When she turned to me, I felt my heart melt. There was this beautiful girl with long blonde hair, amazing green eyes, and a smile that could light a thousand houses for a year. She was about the same height as me and had slightly bigger breasts than me. She was top to bottom beautiful. I knew we had to be friends.

“Hi I’m Bella! I just moved here and don’t have many friends.” She replied.

“I just moved here too! I think we are next-door neighbors! Want to be friends?” I asked hoping she would say yes.

“I think that’s a great idea!” she exclaimed.

That was the day an amazing friendship blossomed and Bella and I became best friends. We spent every second together at school and after school would either be at her house or mine. We’d do homework, play games, or just have girl talk. This went on for 6 months and I never wanted it to end. We would do everything together and we told each other everything. Well, almost everything. To explain this, I’m going to have to go back in time.

— About 6 months earlier

Two weeks into school when Bella and I were still just new friends, I was in the shower. My shower has a detachable handle that has to be hooked into the wall and then you turn it on. One morning, I didn’t hook it in tight enough and it fell to the ground and sprayed right on my pussy. I jumped up in shock, as I didn’t know what just happened. We didn’t have Sex Ed at my school and I had never explored my body before. I hooked up the showerhead to the wall again but I was curious what I just felt so I slipped my hand down between my legs and I touched myself. It felt like a lightning bolt was shot up my spine. “What the hell is this?” I thought to myself.

I was brought back to reality to my mom pounding on the door saying I was late so I quickly got out and got dressed with all those questions still racing through my head about what I just discovered. I, as always, met Bella in front of my house and we walked to school together. She said she had family dinner tonight and couldn’t come over. I was glad and sad because I wanted to explore this new thing but I also wanted to see Bella. “Tomorrow I would see her again,” I thought.

During the whole day at school, I couldn’t concentrate and was constantly distracted by the thoughts racing through my head. I wanted to get home so bad but that made the day only go by slower. The bell finally rang at 3:00. Bella and I walked home together like we always did. When I got to my house, I raced up the steps and I opened the door. The house was empty and there was a note on the floor.

“Your father and I are going to dinner with some of your fathers coworkers and won’t be back until late. There is food in the fridge and don’t wait up. Love you Lilypad (my moms nickname for me)”

I was more than happy because now I had all the time and privacy in the world and I didn’t waste any time. I raced up to my room and got my computer out and started researching everything I could about my body and what I discovered. Apparently, I touched something called the clitoris, which is what I touched in the shower. I also read that touching your breasts can you turn you on as well if you play with your nipples. Lastly, I learned that if you touch yourself long enough you’d have something called an orgasm, which feels like fireworks going off in your body. I wanted to try all the new things I had just learned so I stripped off my clothes and laid on my bed. I closed my eyes and reached down to my breasts and started to touch them.

“Mmmmm…” I lightly moaned as I started to pull on my erect nipples. I kept doing that for a few minutes. Then, I moved my hand down to my pussy and started to slowly touch myself. It was a feeling like nothing else. My mind was racing and for some reason I was getting super turned on thinking about Bella. Thinking about her beautiful blonde hair, her pretty green eyes, and amazing body. That really got me going!

“Oh Bella!!! I’m having an orgasm!!! FUCK HERE IT COMES!!!!!” I screamed.

A few seconds later I exploded! It felt like fireworks were going off in my body. I was squirming and shaking around and it took me a minute to calm down.

After it finally subsided, I felt insanely guilty. “Did I just have an orgasm thinking about my best friend?” I thought to myself. I always did have a sneaking feeling that I liked her but I didn’t know for sure. I never really liked boys so I always considered myself lesbian. What made it worse was every day that passed made the feelings stronger but since she was my best friend, I vowed to that day I would never tell her. So that is the one thing I have never told Bella.

— Present

Jumping back ahead 6 months, we told each other pretty much anything. A week later was my birthday party. I only invited my close friends and of course Bella. I thought tonight would be a good time for me to try and tell her how I felt. There were only about 6 people at my party but I didn’t mind. At about 8:00 p.m., Bella and I were the only ones left. We were talking and my mom came into my room and interrupted us.

“Hey Lilypad. I have one more birthday surprise for you. Bella is going to have a sleepover with you!” “NO NO NO!!!” I thought to myself. I always masturbate at night in bed before I go to sleep and I can’t do that with Bella here. But I also felt this could be an opportunity to try to give Bella a couple hints. Since I didn’t want to hurt her feelings I said, “Oh my gosh that sounds like fun! Thanks mom” I exclaimed. “Sleep tight girls.” she said and she closed the door. Bella and I talked for a while and then we decided to get ready for bed. I thought this was my chance to try to make a move on Bella. I started to undress right in front of her.

“Lily what are you doing!” She exclaimed and turned away from me.

“I’m getting ready for bed. What’s wrong? We’re both girls. Relax!” I responded.

“Sorry you just caught me off guard.” She said as she turned back towards me.

I finished getting ready and she was about to leave.

“Where are you going?” I asked.

“The bathroom to change.”

“No need! You can just change in here.” I said hoping she would stay.

“O-ok.” She said with a slight tremor in her voice. That was the moment I fell in love. She started to undress and I saw her beautiful chest with her amazing breasts and it felt like a dream. Then I saw her beautiful legs but she didn’t take her panties off. “One day”, I thought to myself. Then she slid her pajama bottoms on.

“Am I sleeping in the spare bed?” We had a spare bed on the floor next to my bed.

“Nonsense, we can share my bed! The spare is really uncomfortable” I lied, as I was so happy she asked that question.

“I think I’ll be ok. I’ll take the spare but thank you. I don’t think we could both fit in your bed.”

My heart sank. I really wanted her to be in bed with me but sadly my dream died.

We both climbed into our beds.

“You’re right. This bed isn’t comfortable but I’ll live. Goodnight Lily!”

“Goodnight Bella!” and with that we drifted off to sleep but I wasn’t asleep for long. I was awakened at 2:00 in the morning and was extremely horny and wanted to touch myself so I could go back to sleep. I looked over at Bella and she was fast asleep. “It will just be super quick and she will never know,” I thought. I pulled my pajama bottoms down and my panties and started to touch myself trying to be quiet as possible to not wake up Bella. What’s worse is that having Bella close to me made it feel one hundred times better. I was looking at Bella the entire time I was doing it. I felt the orgasm coming on so I closed my eyes and then it hit! It was an intense wave of pleasure that flooded my body but I tried not to move as much but it was no use. When I opened my eyes, Bella was out of her bed and staring at me with her eyes wider than ever.

“What were you doing? Are you ok?” she asked with a puzzled look on her face.

“Yeah I’m fine. Just had a nightmare” I lied to try and keep my secret a secret.

I quickly reached down and pulled up my bottoms.

“Did you just pull your bottoms up? Alright, what’s going on? Tell me what you were doing. Come on we are best friends and don’t keep secrets.” Those were the last words I wanted to hear. I guess I could tell her the partial truth.

“If you really want to know, I was masturbating.” I said in a quiet voice.

“What’s that?” she asked with a confused look on her face.

“It’s when you touch yourself down there and it feels really good” I answered.

“Really? I don’t know how.” She said. It’s like she was asking for it.

“Want me to teach you?” I asked begging for her to say yes.

“I guess so. Doesn’t it hurt? What do I do?”

“It doesn’t hurt at all. It just feels amazing. Trust me. How about you watch me do it and then you can copy what I do.”

“Um…ok.”

With that I started again but this time I was already wet and had the love of my life watching me, which added even more fuel to the fire inside me. I started with slow circles on my clit making sure she was watching me. Then I sped up and pressed harder. After that, it didn’t take very long and I closed my eyes and let the orgasm take me away! It was the strongest one I ever had knowing that Bella was watching me. It coursed through my entire body and I felt like I was having a seizure. After the feelings subsided, I opened my eyes and Bella was jaw dropped.

“So, what did you think? You ready to do it now?”

“I guess I can try.” She moved her hand down to her crotch and started to touch herself but she wasn’t doing it right. So I decided to make my final move and help her. “Here let me show you what do to”, and I shoved her hand out of the way and started to touch her. She jolted back and tried to get me to stop.

“Lily! What are you…oohhh…mmmmmm…oh my gosh Lily” she moaned as I went to work.

“Just relax and let me show you want to do. Just close your eyes and focus on the feelings.” She then closed her eyes and I went back to work. Her pussy felt so warm and soft and I kept doing circles around her clit. I am finally touching the girl I have loved since the day I met her. Her moans started out soft but then got louder once I pushed harder.

“Oh Lily that feels really good. Ohhhhhhhh wait what’s happening?”

“You’re going to have an orgasm. Close your eyes and enjoy but try to be quiet my parents are asleep.”

She grabbed a pillow and put it over her mouth but that didn’t help as I brought her to her first orgasm.

“Lily oh my gosh! OHHHHHHHHH!! MMMMMMMMMM!! UHHHHHHH!!! IM ORGASMING!!!!” she screamed into her pillow.

When she opened her eyes, I was sitting there just laughing.

“What’s so funny!” she snapped at me.

“You said orgasming. It’s called cumming (A word I learned on the internet). You’re supposed to say that when you orgasm.”

“Oh sorry.”

“How did it feel?”

“Amazing! How long have you known about this?”

“About 6 months.”

“And you never told me? WHY!” She seemed kind of angry.

“I was embarrassed and it’s kind of a private thing.”

“Why is it embarrassing?” That is the one question I hope she never would have asked me but I knew it was time for her to know.

“Because… I always thought about you when I was doing it because I am in love with you!” I finally dropped the bomb. I will never forget the look on her face when I said that. She smiled and kissed me. I received her kiss and my heart was finally happy. Her soft lips pressing against mine until she broke out tender kiss by saying the words I’ve been waiting to hear for a LONG time.

“To be honest, I’m in love with you too and always have been since the day we met.”

I honestly felt like I was about to cry. The girl I have loved forever just admitted her love to me and we kissed and now we have shared everything with each other. Instead of crying, I just kissed her again with more passion this time but still tender. She soon broke the kiss.

“Hey Lily? Can I… Can I touch YOU now?” she asked with hesitation in her voice.

“Oh Bella, of course you can touch me. I’m yours sweetheart. I am all yours. We are in love and we belong to each other now.” I said staring into her beautiful green eyes.

Bella looked as if she was going to cry tears of joy but she instead just locked me into her tight embrace and kissed me again and then she threw back the blanket.

“I’ve never done this before. I don’t want to mess up and disappoint you.”

“Oh sweetie, you could never disappoint me even if you tried. I love you and you’re going to be great!” I said in a reassuring voice. “Just copy what I did to you.”

“Ok, here it goes.” She moved her hand down towards my pussy and it felt like an eternity waiting for my lover to touch me and then it finally hit! A bolt of lightning shot up my spine. She started with slow circles on my clit.

“Oh yeahh Bella that’s it just like that baby.” I was kind of faking it to reassure and encourage her but those soon turned real as she pressed harder on my clit.

“Ohhhhhhhhh yesss baby keep going I’m gonna cum for you! YESSSS!!!! YESSSSSS!!!!! I LOVE YOU BELLA!!!!!!! OHHHHHHHH FUCK IM GONNA CUM FOR YOU BABY!!!!” and with that I exploded! The most powerful orgasm surged through my body and the feeling of a thousand fireworks went off in my body. I’ve never had an orgasm so strong. I was squirming and shaking all over the place and she kissed me to try and calm me down.

It finally subsided and when I opened my eyes, I saw the girl who I have loved forever lying down beside me with a huge smile on her face.

“See? Like I said, you could never disappoint me and you didn’t. That is the best one I have ever had.” I said with a smile and I kissed her.

“I’m really happy we met and I’m also happy we fell in love.” Bella said.

“Me too. Please stay in my bed with me. I’ve been waiting a long time for this and I want to wake up next to the girl I love.” She smiled, snuggled in next to me, kissed me, and then we both drifted off to sleep spooning each other and hoping there would be more to come of what just happened and boy was I right. There was a lot more to come.

I hope you enjoyed it. Let me know what you thoght by giving it a rating and if you want a part 2 in the comments and I will take any helpful critism I can get to improve my writitng for part 2.

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