Love and Loss
Introduction:
My pain and pleasure from loving and losing
Darren was about 6.5ft. with short brown spiky hair, with a bit of blonde in the back, he had sky blue eyes and usually blushed, so his cheeks were always bright pink, he had a great body with the showing of his six pack and that subtle v shape at the bottom, showing every time he took his shirt off. I on the other hand was only 6ft. with medium length straight black hair, green eyes and had a small six pack barley showing, but slowly emerging.
Darren and I went through all of primary school together, and decided that we wanted to go too the same high school together, both our parents decided it was also a good idea, so they agreed and Darren and I were ecstatic about it.
The begging of highs school came around quickly, and Darren and I were so excited we went shopping together to get all of the equipment the school required and we were all set to begin high school.
My parents dropped both Darren and I off at the school early, so we wouldn’t be late for any of our classes, we got out of the car slowly and even slower made our way to the front gate, we entered the grounds and Darren slowly began saying, “Whooooooooaa”.
“I know right … This is going to be really tough” I replied, still stunned by the commotion going around.
“You got that right buddy, I never realized that high school was going to be this crowded, this noisy and this rough” Darren answered as some guy knocked into him.
“Well we better go in and find out which form room were in, before were late” I replied whilst pushing through the mass crowd of people.
The school year passed very quickly, nothing much really happened, both Darren and I joined the football team, and my six pack finally came in, other than that nothing else really. The following year had also passed really quickly, but something interesting did happen, I began to look at other guys in a whole new perspective, not Darren of course, because were just friends, but other guys on the football team and just generally around school.
One afternoon whilst Darren and I were walking home, I thought I’d tell him about my new found curiosity, “Hey Darren, can I tell you something” I asked in a really quite voice.
“Sure man, you can tell me anything, that’s what I’m hear for”, he laughed back amused by my timidness.
“Well umm … I’ve started looking at guys in a new way, and I like it, probably better than the way I look at girls” I very shyly replied.
“Oh, are you trying to tell me that your … that your gay?” He said, shuddering to find words.
“I don’t know, maybe, probably … Who knows … But if I was, I would like never come onto you or something, cause were just friends” I said back, hoping he wouldn’t hate me for it.
“Well, at least I wont have to guard my ass the next time I sleep over, ha ha ha” He said back with a huge grin on his face.
I was so happy after that day, the day I knew that I was actually gay, and the day my best, straight friend accepted it. The following of the year went by pretty fast, Darren really accepted my choice of being gay, at times he even helped me spot cute guys at school.
Summer break soon came fast, we had eight weeks before we had to start year ten, by that time I had told most of my friends, and even my parents, and I was so happy, because everyone accepted it … For summer break Darren and I decided that we would go to his parents lake house for a couple of weeks, by this time Darren had gotten a girlfriend named Sarah, but sadly I was still alone, we began packing for the lake house immediately after finishing school, his parents were going to drop us off there and pick us up two weeks later, as we began loading our things Darren asked me “Hey Ben, you don’t mind if I bring Sarah along with us, do you?”.
“No, not at all, why?” I replied.
“Oh I was just checking with you first … Ummmm, you also don’t mind if she brings a friend as well, do you?” He asked, slowly lowering his voice.
“Nahh man … Why who is it?” I asked.
“Oh, it’s just one of her friends, from her old school …. Daniel” He replied.
“Oh, okay, cool with me man, but wont you get jealous if he is there as well?” I asked in a smart way.
“Ummm, no … that’s the thing, Daniel is actually gay, and Sarah thought it might be good for you guys to meet” He replied.
“Oh, ummmm, okay …… sweet” I replied, shuddering to find words, “What’s he look like?” I very subtle asked.” Darren just got out his phone and showed me a a picture message of Daniel and Sarah he had saved to his phone, “Oh my god” the only words I could seem to get out, he was absolutely gorgeous, he had straight brown hair, the most gorgeous blue eyes, sexy salmon pink lips, very broad shoulders, and the hottest six pack I had seen, since I saw Darren’s.
Darren’s parents were ready to leave and we both jumped in the car, ready as well, we went straight to Sarah’s house, where she was standing out the front with Daniel, he was even more gorgeous than his picture, Darren got out of the car and offered to help with Sarah’s bags, I also got out of the car and asked Daniel if he needed any help with his bags, he very politely said no, and that he had it, as he gave me a smile that made me almost melt, we all jumped back in the car and headed for the lake house. We arrive almost an hour later and we jumped out and began taking out bags inside, his parents both help us, we soon finished and Darren’s parents said that they were leaving, he went and gave his mum a hug, and his dad told him not to do anything reckless as he handed him $200 for food, he said he wouldn’t and he thanked his parents as they began to drive away.
We all went into the living room of the very spacious cabin and all collapsed on the couch, exgusted from the ride, “Hey, look what I swiped from my parents cabinet” Darren boasted as he pulled out a bottle of vodka from his bag.
“Won’t your parents notice” Daniel asked.
“Nahh, they’ve got to much to notice one little bottle gone” Darren replied all proud of himself.
“Great, then I will take the first mouth full” Daniel said, whilst grabbing the bottle, taking a huge mouth full, then passing it to me, i never really drank before, but decided I would, just this once, I took a huge mouth full and then passed it on too Sarah, she too took one, Darren went over and turned on some music and put on a video game for us all to play, even Sarah liked playing, we all kept playing until two in the morning, where Darren and Sarah said that they were both pretty tiered, so they went to bed, I was left in the living room with Daniel.
Daniel and I both continues playing the game for another hour or so, before I caught him looking at me, “Sorry” He said.
“Sorry for what?” I replied back.
“For staring at you, it’s just that your really cute and nice” He said, blushing really bad.
“It’s fine, I think your really cute as we-” He had leaned in and began kissing me before I could finish my sentence, the kiss was so good, his lips were very soft, with the right amount of moisture, he began slowly pushing his tongue against mine whilst massaging it, after about thirsty seconds he broke the kiss, “I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have, I’m so stupid” He said as he quickly got to his feet and frantically began running for the stairs.
“Wait ….” I said, chasing after him, I quickly caught him, he turned around and I grabbed the back of his head and moved in for a kiss, we passionately kissed for what felt like ages, but in fact was only ten minutes, he gabbed my hand and slowly began walking me upstairs, “Where are we going” I asked all confused.
“Too the bedroom” He replied with a huge grin on his face.
Daniel and I quickly made our way up to the spare bedroom, we locked the door and rushed to the bed, I grabbed Daniel by his shirt and pulled him down on me whilst kissing him hard and passionately, he slipped off his shirt revealing his magnificent six pack, and then quickly undid his pants and slipped them off as well, he then began to take off my shirt and pants as I began to breath more heavily, he took off my pants and my shirt as I pushed him on the bed and jumped on his stomach, I began kissing down his neck too his chest and slowly nibbled on each of his nipples, licked my way down to the top of his briefs and slowly took them down, revealing his gorgeous uncut eight inch cock, I took it gently in my hand and ran my tongue up and down his shaft, making it all wet, I reached the top again and engulfed half of his beautiful cock, I started pumping his cock whilst I was sucking it, Daniel began to moan softly, “Mmmmm, oh, Ben … god that feels so good”, I licked back down his shaft and gently started sucking on his balls gently and then more furiously, “Can I fuck you in the ass” He asked timidly.
“Urmmm, sure” I replied. He quickly moved behind me and started licking my asshole, I began to moan softly, “Oh, fuck yeah, that feels so good” I moaned, getting louder with each lick, he spat in my ass as I reached for a condom and gave it to him, he put it on and asked me, “Are you ready?”.
“Mmmm, yeah, do it” I replied, now panting heavily. He lined his cock up with my asshole and pressed it in slowly, “Ahh, god” I screamed, half with pleasure, half with pain and half with pleasure.
“God, your so tight” He said back to my screams.
“Go faster and harder” I replied, begging for his hard cock in my ass, as I panted for more and more he thrusted faster and faster as my moans and groans got louder and louder, my cock was fully hard now and I was reaching my orgasm, Daniel started to quiver and I knew what was next, “I m going to cum …” He screamed.
“Do it, on me” I screamed back. He took his cock out of my ass and took off the condom, he flipped me over and I attacked his rock hard cock with my mouth, he began quivering more, I sucked a few more times before he blew his massive load, I felt his cum hit the back of my throat, seven loads of his sweet cum hit the back of my throat and I swallowed as much as I could, but some leaked out of my mouth, Daniel moved down to me and stuck his tongue down my throat and the taste of his tongue down my throat mixed with his cum was intoxicating, he broke the kiss and began kissing down my chest , he reached my uncut seven and a half inch cock and began sucking it, I could feel my cock hit the back of his throat, he laid there for ten minutes sucking my dick, before I began to quiver, and he knew what was about to happen, “I’m about to cum” I screamed in ecstasy.
“Do it, in my mouth” He panted back. He sucked my cock a few more times before I blew all in his mouth and down his throat, he swallowed it all and moved back up to kiss me, we laid there making out for ten minutes before we closed our eyes, I laid next to him and put my arm around and gently feel asleep, entangled together.
The next morning arose, and I awoke to the sight of Daniel Staring at me, “Morning” He said with a huge grin on his face.
“Good morning” I replied, wiping my eyes.
“How did you sleep” He asked.
“Quite well thank-you, it wasn’t as cold as I thought it would be, not next to your hot body anyway” I answered with a smug look on my face.
“Ha ha ha, so how about we go take a shower together” He asked uncertain about my response.
“Urmmmm, sure, but only if I get to wash you” I replied snickering. We got out of bed and raced towards the shower, we jumped straight in, still naked from the night before and immediately turns on the hot water, I got the shower gel and began rubbing it
all over his body, I reached his cock and lathered it up, Daniel became hard immediately, I got on my knee’s and started pumping his hard cock, I pumped for twenty minutes before he told me he was about to cum, I pumped a few more times before his hard cock erupted all over my face, we both laughed as he wash it off, and pulled me up for a kiss, we turned off the shower and dried ourselves off as we headed for the door, we went to our bags and got changed before we headed downstairs. Both Darren and Sarah were sitting on the couch watching TV, “Soo, how did you guys sleep” Sarah asked, snickering under her breath.
“Yeah, how was it guys” Darren added, as well laughing.
“Ahhh, do you guys know something we don’t” Daniel asked, all confused.
“Yeah, seriously, what are you guys laughing about” I added, as well confused. Sarah and Darren began laughing uncontrollably, “Urmm, well, we kind of heard you guy, last night” Both Darren and Sarah said, all the while laughing uncontrollably, “Oh my god” Daniel said, as he buried his face in his hands, blushing really bad, “Oh god, why were you guys even laughing” I blurted back.
“We weren’t, you guys were just really loud” Darren said, smirking. Daniels face was still in his hands, and I was staring at the ceiling as both Darren and Sarah were still laughing really bad, “Well, me and Sarah are going to go to the shops, to pick up some food for tonight” Darren announced, “At least we won’t hear the next one” Sarah added.
Darren and Sarah left for the shops and Daniel and I went to go sit on the couch, he was still blushing from what Darren and Sarah had told us, I turned too him and started holding his hand, he turned to me and smiled, “I think I like you, Ben, like really like you” He said, really quietly.
“Well, I know I like you, Daniel” I smiled back at him.
“So, would you like, to maybe, go out with me?” He replied, timidly.
“I’d love too” I answered, without a delay. Daniel and I instantly became really close, he told me that he was thinking about changing schools, to be with me, I was ecstatic at the idea, we spent every second of our break together, even when we got back from the lake house, he always stayed at my house, or I always stayed at his, we spent all day of every day together, but school was soon approaching and we would have to go back, Daniel had already changed schools and was ready and excited about going back to school.
School started up quickly and Daniel picked me up for school, we drove to school together and we arrived just as the bell rang for form class, Daniel picked up his class timetable and was so excited because we had almost every class together except two, we walked to class together because it was together, we arrived at class together and also sat together, the day went by in a breeze, Daniel drove me home and we sat out the front talking for awhile, “So, how did you like school” I asked, easing in.
“It was okay, for school, I guess” He shrugged back.
“Good, I’m really glad you changed schools” I said as I smiled really bad.
“Me too” He said back, as he leaned in and started kissing me. I got out of the car and walked to the front door, I waved Daniel goodbye and sank too the ground with a huge smile on my face, I walked in the house and up to my room, I laid on my bed and contemplated my relationship for awhile, I was thinking really hard, before something amazing happened, I had fallen in love with Daniel, I was so happy, I fell asleep smiling and couldn’t be happier.
The next morning I woke up with a huge smile on my face, I loved Daniel, I had never loved anyone before, but it felt amazing to have someone to love. Daniel had come to pick me up for school, he honked his horn and I ran out to his car immediately, he was waiting with a big smile on his face, “Hey babe, you look really happy this morning” He said.
“Yeah, I have something to tell you” I replied.
“Well, what is it?” Daniel asked, intrigued by my statement.
“Well, last night, I was thinking a lot about it and I .. I .. I love you Daniel” I finally got out.
“Oh … I love you too” Daniel replied as his face lit up.
For the next few months Daniel and I spent every day and most nights together, I had some who I loved very much and that loved me just as much, it was coming up on our eight month together when I thought I would go out with Darren, just him and me for once, Daniel and Sarah had other plans with different people. Darren and I thought we would go see a movie, we got the cinema and bought our tickets and food, we went inside and just as the movie was about to start I got a text, I frantically replied, “Hey, are you okay” Darren asked, worrying about me.
“Yeah I’ll be fine” I said as replied to another message. “I have to go” I said as I ran quickly outside, Darren followed me, it took him a while but he finally caught up to me, “Hey are you okay?” He asked turning me around to find me in tears.
“Yea, but we have to go, you have to take me to Daniels, now, please” I pleaded to Darren, he immediately complied and grabbed his keys as we ran for the exit, we jumped in the car and he drove me all the way too Daniel’s house, I hopped out of the car and told Darren I would be a while and that he should go, I waved him goodbye as he began to drive away.
I slowly walked too Daniels front door and rang the bell, he immediately answered and I saw that he had been crying, we walked up to his bedroom and sat on the bed, “What does it mean then” I asked, begging to cry.
“It means I have to go, and I don’t think I’ll be back” he replied, now crying harder than every, “My mum is sending me to me too live with my dad … In America” He whimpered.
“But why” I asked, looking for an answer in all this confusion.
“Because, it’s her new husband, me and him got into a fight, and I told her to choose, me or him … She choose him, so I have to go live with my dad” He cried into my shoulder.
“But I don’t want you to, I want you to stay here with me, I love you Daniel” I said with my face buried deep in my hands.
“I love you to Ben, and if there was anyway, anyway in the world I could stay, I would, but I just cant … I’m sorry”.
After that night Daniel and I broke up, he said he didn’t want to get too close to me and then suddenly have to leave. Daniel was the fist guy I had ever loved, and after him I didn’t think I could do it again, I could never love anyone as much as I loved Daniel, he was my first, and my last, for a while anyway.
The days began to pass quickly for me, school days turned into weekends, weekends into holidays and holidays into breaks, I hardly went out over this time, I went out a couple of time with Darren and Sarah, but always ended up coming home a couple of hours later, I just wasn’t the same after Daniel and I broke up, it’s like he took all my feelings and all my emotions with him when he left, I was heart broken.
“Get up, and get out of bed” Darren yelled as he opened my curtains.
“Mmmm, what the hell are you doing” I screamed back as I pulled up my blanket over my face.
“Ben, I’m sick of taking care of you, I know it hurts because Daniel left, but your going into a self destruction mode, and I’m not letting that happen, so, get up and get out of bed” He said as he pulled my blanket down and off of me.
“I’m not going into a self destruction mode” I yelled at him, Darren pulled me up and threw me some clothes, I got changed and he pulled me downstairs and out to his car, “Where are we going Darren” I asked, so emotionless.
“Were going too a party, me, you and Sarah, were going to help you man, okay” He said as he rubbed my shoulder.
“Okay” I simply said, now tiered of arguing.
Darren had picked up Sarah and we were now heading to the party, it was only about five so I figured it was going to be quite a boring party. We arrived at the house, and there were a lot of people there, the house looked pretty good, and the people upped the party’s reputation, we walked into the party, it looked like a pretty standard party, you had your alcohol, your drunks and your socializes, I moved my was slowly to the kitchen, I grabbed a cruiser out of a icebox and just leaned against the kitchen sink, I saw Sarah and Darren walk outside, I smiled and waved to them, so they didn’t come over and pesture me, I was standing around sipping my cruiser for about twenty minutes before I was approached by a guy, “Hey, having a good time?” He asked as I turned around, he was about six and half feet tall, brown, spiky hair, hazel eyes, beautiful cheek bones, that made his smile almost irresistible, he was wearing a black button up shirt with the top undone where I could see a small amount of hair, he looked like he had a really good body, and also really nice ass, all around, he was quite an attractive guy, “Urmm, not really, I didn’t really want to come, but my friends made me” I replied while smiling at him, at the same time checking him out.
“Oh, why didn’t you want to come?” He asked, obviously intrigued by my statement.
“Oh, I’m just, not really in the mood for partying” I replied.
“Really, yeah me too, my name is Zac by the way ” He told me.
“Hey, my names Ben” I told him back. Zac and I continued talking for the next couple of hours, we moved to the living room where we sat on the couch, we talked about all kinds of things, interest, hobbies, friends, life and just general stuff, I saw Darren and Sarah enter the room, the waved for me too follow, “Well, it was nice talking to you, but it looks like I’m going” I told him as I got up from the couch.
“Well, maybe we can do it again sometime” He said with a smug look on his face.
“Urmm sure” I said, baffled by his comment. We exchanged numbers and said goodbye, I left for the car with both Darren and Sarah, “Hey man, who was that, he was pretty cute, ha ha ha” Darren said, laughing hysterically.
“Just some guy that I meet, we kind of hit it off, we share some of the same interest” I said back, not worried about his remark.
“Oh, sweet, lets go home, I’m tiered” Darren said, yawning. Darren dropped me off at home and then headed for his, I waved him goodbye and walked inside, I went to my room, grabbed my clothes and headed for the shower when I received a text message, it was from Zac, “Hey, I hope you don’t think this is totally inappropriate, but I was wandering if you would like to go out with me sometime”, I sat there looking at the message for several minutes before I replied, still dazed by the question, “Hey, urmmm, I really don’t know, sorry … I had no idea you were gay though” I texted back, not knowing what else to say.
“Oh umm, yeah, not many people know it, cause I don’t act it at all, but I kind of thought you were and when we spoke it was confirmed, sorry I asked by the way, it was stupid of me, you don’t like me that way, I’m really sorry Ben” He texted back.
“No, it’s not like that Zac, it’s just … I just got out of a relationship and I was pretty cut up about it, I just don’t want to dive into anything to like serious, sorry” I texted back, feeling sorry that I made him think that.
“Ohhhhh, now I feel really bad, sorry, well maybe we can just go out as friends or something, not a date just as friends” He texted.
“I’d really like that zac” I texted back as I headed up into the shower.
To my surprise Zac had actually followed through on his intentions, I received a call from him the next day at around ten, he asked me if I wanted to go see a movie with him, I jumped at the opportunity, we went to the movies together and saw some action movie, through out the movie he kept trying to hold my hand but was to shy too, I reached for his and held it, he turned to me and just couldn’t help smiling, we had such a good time at the movies that he asked me if I would like to go out for dinner with me, I was a bit cautious about it, but decided I would, we went out to dinner and he drove me home after, we sat in the car in silence for a little while before I turned to him, “I had a really good time with you tonight Zac”, as I said it he leaned in and tried to kiss me, I pushed him back, “I’m sorry Zac, your really nice and sweet, and amazingly attractive, but I’m just not ready, yet anyway” I told him, trying not to hurt his feelings.
“I’m sorry, it’s just your nice and cute and I thought we might be good together” He said back, looking at his shoes, “But when your ready, maybe you will think of me” He said now looking me in the eyes.
“I will” I said as I put my hand on his and slowly kissed him on the cheek.
The next few weeks were amazing, Zac and I went out every weekend after school, just as friends, but when we went out it was amazing, we went to the movies, theme parks, social events and parties, and it was all amazing, to be with him and just to hang out with him. After five weeks of just hanging out, I felt something amazing, I felt the same thing I did when I was with Daniel, but it was different in a way, I rang Zac immediately and asked if he wanted to go out tonight because I had something to tell him, he said yes and we agreed to go out and see a a movie then go to dinner perhaps, Zac picked me up and we went to go see a movie, all through out the movie I held his hand, I was ecstatic about what I felt and couldn’t wait to tell Zac, after the movie he drove us to dinner and we sat down and ordered, Zac was reading the drinks menu when I said his name, “Zac” I said quietly.
“Yeah, what’s up” He said.
“I have something to tell you” I said very timidly.
“Okay, what is it?” He said as he smiled so beautifully.
“I think I’m ready, ready to try again, if your still interested?” I said smiling back at him.
“Are you serious, of course I still am” He said, getting really excited without noticing, “Oh, sorry”, He said, blushing really bad.
“It’s okay, that’s one of the things I like about you” I said, blushing back.
“So, are you saying you would like to go out with me, like officially” He said, smiling.
“Yeah, I think I do, I feel something between you and me, something I haven’t felt in a very long time” I replied.
“So do I” He said, as he leaned in and kissed me so softly on the lips, his lips were soft and moist, but not too much and the kiss felt amazing, Zac and I ate dinner and he drove me home, we sat in his car for a minute before he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me in towards him, his lips pressed against mine and sent my head spinning, we sat there making out for ten minute before I began to feel his hands go up my shirt, I pulled it out and broke our kiss, “Not just yet, please, I just don’t want to jump into this too fast” I said as I kissed him quickly on the lips.
“Okay” He said as I jumped out of the car and ran inside and jumped on my bed, it was amazing, I was in love again.
The next week at school I told Darren and he was just as excited for me as I was, and so was Sarah, Darren and I had most classes together that day, we had English together first period and we went to it, we meet up with a few more people from our class that were on their way as well, “Hey Ben, I herd you got a new boyfriend” I heard my other friend Jess say beside me.
“Urmm, yeah, who told you about it” I asked wondering.
“Oh, I just spoke to Sarah, she told me” Jess said back.
“Oh, okay … Well yeah I do, his really amazing, ha ha ha” I smiled as I said it.
“Sweet, so have you guys done it yet?” She snickered back.
“What, why would you ask that, and why would I tell you anyway” I barked back at her, offended by her question.
“Because I just wanted to know, geeze, I was just asking” She screamed back at me.
“Well it’s not your place to ask, okay Jess, I don’t go prying into your sex life, do I?” I yelled at her.
“Obviously you haven’t, otherwise you wouldn’t be this agitated about it” She quietly said under her breath.
“What was that?” I asked her.
“Okay come on guys, just forget about it, it was just a question Ben, but a question you shouldn’t have asked Jess, okay, just drop it guys” Darren interrupted.
“Yeah what ever” I said as I stormed to class.
That night after school I rang Zac and asked him too come over, he was a bit hesitant because it was a school night, but decided to come when I said it would be a night he wouldn’t forget, I took a shower and put on nice clothes, it was about seven when Zac arrived, my parents had gone out for the night so we were alone, as soon as the door bell rang I opened the door, grabbed Zac by the collar and took him upstairs and into my bedroom, I pushed him onto my bed and jumped on his chest and began straddling him, “Woah woah woah woah, what are you doing babe” He asked all confused by my actions.
“I want you now … Don’t you want me” I told him quickly.
“Of course I do, I’m just a little confused with your change of mood” He told me.
“Oh shut up and kiss me” I ordered him, and he complied, I pushed his head down and began making out with him furiously, I took of his shirt and pants as well as my own, I got down to the base of my bed and grabbed his briefs and slowly slid them down to reveal his outstanding nine inch uncut cock, it was so beautiful and I never saw anything I wanted more in my life, I moved in towards his semi hard cock and attacked it with my tongue, I licked up and down his shaft and then down to his balls, I sucked on each of them gently and then both, I licked back up the shaft of his cock and began sucking on the head of his cock, I stuck my tongue in his cock slit and all around it, I began to shoved his entire cock in my mouth, inch by inch, I got three quarters down before I began to gag, but I continued shoving it in, I wanted all of it, all of his rock hard cock in my mouth, I got all of it in and began deep throating his hard cock, after about twenty minutes I felt him tense up, he screamed “I’m going to cum Ben”, I just looked up at him and he knew what that meant, I kept sucking his cock a few more times before he blew his load all in my mouth, rope after rope of his sweet cum hit the back of my throat and I swallowed it all, it tasted so good, I got up and so did he, he grabbed me and laid me down on the bed and went for my briefs, he pulled them all the way down and then off, he got up to my rock hard cock and engulfed it all without a problem, he sucked up and down my cock, and licked it all over until it was drenched with his saliva, he licked down to my balls and engulfed them as well and sucked on them one at a time, I began to let out soft moans of pleasure, “Oh god, that feels so good Zac, ahhhh, ohhhh, mmm, god, don’t stop”, he kept attacking my cock with his sweet mouth and I was in heaven, he grabbed my ass and squeezed it tight and I began to quiver, he knew what was next and before he could look at me I shot the biggest load of my life down his sweet mouth, I could feel my cum unloading in his mouth, he swallowed it all and then moved up to me and kissed me, “Can I fuck you in the ass babe” He asked, unsure by my answer.
“Hell yeah, do it, there s condoms in my draw” I told him, he reached over, grabbed a condom and handed it to me, I undid it and then put it on him, I got on my knees and turned around, I was ready for him, he moved to my ass and stuck his tongue straight in and I screamed in pleasure, he licked all over my ass getting it completely wet for him, he grabbed my ass tight and lined his cock up with my tight ass hole, he began to push it in slowly and I screamed, with pain and pleasure, he kept going, burring more and more of his hard cock in my ass, all of the pain was gone and replaced with sweet pleasure, he was completely inside of my ass hole, he started thrusting slowly and I was in ecstasy, he got faster and faster and my pleasure grew and grew, my cock was now fully hard again, Zac kept thrusting inside of me for another half an hour and I enjoyed every second of it, I began to tense and my ass clenched on his cock as I began unloading all over my sheet, shot after shot came out and I had reached my orgasm, as I finished unloading Zac began to tense up, he took out is cock and took off the condom as he flipped me over, he began to unload all over me, on my face, chest and then cock, I grabbed it all and ate it, it tasted so good, we both collapsed on my bed, panting hard, we rolled on our sides and he put his arm around me and gently kissed my neck, we both fell asleep together entangled in each others naked bodies.
After that night Zac and my relationship grew and it felt as if nothing would ever break us apart, we spent every minute of every day together, and I knew what was happening to me again, and I couldn’t be happier.
School had finally finished, but I didn’t know what I wanted to do after it, I decided that I might go and do a couple of courses at a local tafe, nothing major but to keep my options open, Zac and I had spent all day together since early in the morning, “Hey Ben, can I ask you something” He asked.
“Sure babe, anything” I answered back.
“Well, I have been thinking about this for a long time and I have decided that it was a good idea, since you are now eighteen and I’m nineteen, I thought it might be a good idea if you … If you umm … If you move in with me” He stuttered to say.
“Oh my god, are you serious, I’d love too, there s nothing else I want more in the world” I said to him as I moved to him and kissed him softly but passionately.
“Oh there s one other thing though” He said.
“And what’s that” I asked intrigued.
“Well, I kind of asked Darren and Sarah if they wanted to move in with us as well and they said yes, so were all moving in together, but it has to be in three months” He said.
“Oh really, that’s so nice and sweet, I get to live with my boyfriend and my best friends, my dream, but that soon?” I said with a high and a low.
“Yeah, but your going to love it though, it’s in an apartment complex downtown, next to nearby lake” He said, all happy.
“It sounds great already” I told him.
Time had come for all of us too move in, I had already told my parents and they were happy for me, we packed all our stuff in a moving van and headed downtown to the complex, when we arrived I was amazed it was just as Zac had described, I went in to go take a look, the apartment was great, three bedroom, two bathroom, a kitchen, bathroom, laundry room and a very spacious cupboard, I went back downstairs to get all of our stuff, we brought it all upstairs and began to unpack, it took us all of the day and most of the night, but we did it, we were unpacked, we all sat in the lounge for a little while before Darren said he was tiered, so him and Sarah went to bed, and Zac and I soon followed, although we weren t tiered at all we went to bed, but turned on the t.v and watched, he laid on the bed and I laid my head on his chest, “Zac” He said softly.
“Yeah babe” I said as I turned my head toward him.
“I love you” He softly and sweetly said, a tear began to run down my face, “Aww, what’s wrong babe” He asked.
“Nothing, it’s just that, you don’t know how amazing you make me feel, I love you too Zac” He wiped my tears away and gently kissed me, I love him and I know that I never want to be with anyone else, because no one else can make me feel the way Zac does……..
* Hope you guys enjoyed my first story, comment if you liked it and I will write a sequel Thanks
