My cousin Jo ans I, Part 1

It all started when My aunt and uncle the twins Dee, Dorlene and
Jolene come with them to visit. The eldest 2 Connie and Ricky stayed home. The
twins are 19 a year older than Jolene. Jolene and I are the same age.

Jolene (I always called her Jo) was coming to stay the summer.
Ricky was just three years older then me and was a half brother as was Connie.
She was four years older. Connie had a boy friend to go out with and never around.
They never seem to want to be around me anyway. Ricky always said I cramped his
style, when I went to visit them at home. I guess I did as I had no
knowledge of women at all. He was a ladies man or he thought so. Our
family is catholic and very strict, sex is a taboo subject. We were told sex
is only for married people to have children. So I knew nothing of it. I
really never knew about their life styles as I was never there more than a
few days.

But it had been 2 years since I saw her last. I was giddy waiting for them
to show up. When they pulled in I’m not sure what I expected, but I was
more than shocked when Jo got out of the car. My god she was as tall as
me (At 18 I was 5’8” slender only about 110#, blond hair, and glasses.)
Not to mention I think she out weighed me by about 30# , not a bit of fat on her.
Talk about filled out she had huge tits that looked like small melons, shoulder length sun
bleached golden hair, her face had filled out some too. Still had her cute
pug nose with freckles across it and cheeks, along with those
beautiful hazel eyes that seem to turn green at times. I could not get over
how huge her tits had grown.

I was freaked out and a bit saddened, she had become a woman. Not the
tomboy I knew. She was wearing jeans and tank top, but that was the
only thing that made her look the same. I was sure she had changed and
would not want anything to do with me. To my amazement as soon as she
saw me she ran up to me and gives me a huge hug. Smashing those huge
tits on my chest. Kisses me on the cheek saying “Hows my favorite
cousin?” Still trying to catch my breathe and still a little shocked. “Great
Jo, How are you?” “Much better now.”Smiling a huge smile at me.Then
she goes over hugs mom & dad. The twins come over hug me tell me hello.
I walk over and hug aunt Kate and shake uncle Bobs hand. Welcoming them both.

I help with their bags taking the twins to the spare bedroom and aunt
Kate and uncle Bob to my room. That left Jo and I the living room. At least
till they leave Sunday. The couch for Jo and mom dug out my sleeping bag
for me. Mom said you two will just have to rough it in here till. Bob, Kate
and the twins leave Sunday. Jo looks at mom smiling “We’ll make out
alright till then, won’t we Dick? Thank you aunt Nita.” My name is Richard
and hate the name Dick. Jo is the only one I let call me that. I have tried
several times to get her to stop, but I think it’s her way of bugging me.
One time saying your the only Dick I like. Then giggling. I just said very
funny. I really didn’t understand her meaning at the time.

It was supper time and mom prepared a good meal for us . Knowing they
would be hungry from the long ride. It’s like 6 hours to get here. After
supper. Mom , Kate and the twins cleaned up. Dad and uncle Bob go out
back to play horseshoes. The both are excellent players. I think they both
play better after a few beers. Jo and I went out on the front porch to talk.

We sat and talked all the great times we have at grandpa’s farm. She
said how different it must be to live in a bigger city. I guess seeing how
they live in a very small community. They even live on an acreage. Big
enough to have 6 horses, 2 milk cows, chickens and 4 dogs last I knew. It
wasn’t a farm like grandpa’s. He had over 400 acres, lots of cows, and
horses, chickens and pigs. Not to mention 2 great swimming ponds. We
always had a great time there.

It was getting dark and I hear mom and Kate telling the twins it’s bed
time. Next it would be our turn. Shortly mom came out telling us its bed
time. We ask to stay up longer so we can talk. “There will be plenty of
time for that. Right now its bed time.” Mom says “I dug out pajamas for
you. Do you have some too Jolene?” “Oh yes.” says Jo, “Mom made sure I
brought everything needed.” “You can change in our bedroom or
bathroom.” I’ll change in bathroom.” I say. “OK by me.” Jo says.

I get changed but pajamas feel weird. I never sleep in PJ’s. I usually
sleep in my briefs, but I knew I had to wear them and they are a really
messed up pair with little bears all over them. Jo comes out of the
bathroom, looking disgusted. I am looking at her thinking how hot she
looks. Kind of hot pink color and so tight on top she is almost popping the
buttons.

“Mom!” She yells I hate this why can’t I wear my normal night gown.” “I
don’t believe that would be appropriate around your cousin. My dear.”Her
mother tells her. “OK, but this sucks.” Looking at her outfit. “I think you
look fine.” I say. She gives me this disgusted look.”Well how do you think
I feel in these stupid things. Looking at me seeing the bears and starts
giggling,”Your right yours are a lot worse. than mine.” “OK enough of that
into bed with you both. I crawl into my sleeping bag. I tell mom, aunt Kate
and Jo goodnight.

I’m laying on the floor, I can’t sleep, the house is quiet except for dads
snoring in the back bedroom. Then I hear Jo whisper “Dick are you
awake?” “Yea I’m awake.” next thing I know in the darkness I feel a hand
touch my arm. My eyes have adjusted a little and can see. Jo has crawled
next to me. “Can we talk?” “Sure I guess.” Next she unzips the bag and
gets in with me. “Holy crap Jo if we get caught like this I will get the crap
beat out of me.” “We won’t get caught if we are quiet.” She says. “What
I’m not good enough to get a beating for? Don’t you like me?” Of course I
like you your my cousin. I love you. Hell I‘d take a beating for you any
day.” With that she cuddles up closer rubbing her huge tits on my arm
and side. “I love you too.” It is more than uncomfortable, worrying about
getting caught. At the same time I feel my cock getting stiff by the
second.

Jo says “Would you rub my back I’m sore from riding all day.” “Sure.” I
say trying to sound calm, even though inside I’m freaking out. I sit up and
rub her shoulders down her back, she has no bra on, quitting at her waist.
Making sure that my rigid cock doesn’t accidently touch her. I thought if it
did she might freak out.“Is that good?” I ask. “That was great thanks cuz.”
sitting up and kisses me on the cheek. “I better get back to the couch.
Night.” I was screaming in side no stay with me, I said “Night cuz.” Then
she crawls silently back to it. I watch in the dim light as she crawls. I so
wanted to reach out and grab that fine ass of hers.

I don’t think I slept at all that night thinking of Jo’s huge tits rubbing my
arm and her fine ass crawling back to the couch. I still had a hard on when
mom came in and said it breakfast time. Jo says,”Let me change then I will
help you.” She grabs some clothes from her suit case. I swear I saw a pair of
red panties and bra. Then disappears toward the bathroom.
I got up rolled up my sleeping bag. Then started to
fold up Jo blanket from the couch. I caught a whiff of her body scent ,
bringing it to my nose for a better smell. The aroma of her on the blanket
was heavy musky odor of her femininity. I wondered if she wet the
blanket as there was a wet spot where the odor was coming from. It
smelled a little like pee but then again not so much. I tore my face from it
folding it and placing it on the couch.

I went to kitchen to see if I could help. Jo was there helping mom
already. She was wearing a pair of light blue shorts and matching loose
fitting strap top. Her red bra straps visible too. Her hair pulled back in a
pony tail. She smiled at me when mom wasn’t looking. She had no makeup
on but she was perfect without it.

Then I hear dad, Bob , Kate and the twins in the dining room. I decide I
better go sit in there with them. We make small talk while waiting for
breakfast to come. After we eat , mom Kate and the twins do cleanup. Jo
starts to help but mom says shes helped enough. Everyone else goes out
back to sit.

I ask Jo if she would like to go for a walk. Sure she says then tells her
mom where shes going. We take off and we talk about the farm. How
great it was when we were there, how much she loved it there. Especially
when I was there. I tell her I felt the same way. As we are walking she bumps into me.
“Looks like somebody is happy to see me and has filled out some too.” “Huh?” Jo smiles
then I see her eyes drift to my crotch. My cargo shorts were pushed out from my hard on.
Just looking at her breast . I blush like a little boy embarrased from her noticing it.
“Oh dam. I’m sorry Jo.” “Don’t be. I think I’d be insulted if you didn’t notice. Lets
me know you still care.”

I was sure if she saw my cock she would freak out.
Nearly 8”long and big enough my hand would not go
all the way around it hard. I had saw other guys dicks and they were half
my size. so I thought I was a freak and kept it hid from every one.

Jo starts telling me how good I was to her and made her feel special. I said it
was easy to be good to her as she was special. At least to me. “Ah your
so sweet.” she tells me. About that time we run into a buddy of mine
Calvin. We meet up with him he’s eye balling Jo’s tits I can tell. “Who is
this fine lady?” he says. “This is Jolene my cousin. Jo this is Calvin.” Jo
says Hi. Calvin’s says Hello your self. We talk to him for a while. Telling
him she is staying for the summer. “Cool.” hes says “Maybe we can get
together some time.” “I don’t know.” Jo says my parents are pretty strict
when it comes to boys. “Too bad but, I can see why.” He comments. We
take off again He’s standing there watching her ass as we walk away.

“Jo watch out for him. Hes bad news.” She says “OK, but your not, well
we will just have to see what we can do about that.” Then giggles. “No
really I mean it.” I tell her “He has told me he has did his sister, even
asked me if I wanted to. She will do anybody I tell her to is what he said.”
I then tell her “That’s why I don’t hang out with him. Jo looks back and
says “He’s ugly as sin. Either she is too or he got a huge cock.” I am
shocked by her response and don’t know what to say.

There is a strange tenseness between us as we head back home. Mom
tells me she had a couple things for me to do. So I don’t see Jo for a
couple hours. After supper we watch some TV. Mom ,dad ,Kate Bob & the
twins go out back. Jo and I sit in silence watching TV. She gives me a
strange look a couple times but says nothing. About 10 dad comes in says
bedtime and kills the TV. I go change into my PJ’s and get clothes ready for
tomorrow. I lay out my bag and crawl in. Jo comes in makes the couch up
to sleep on. I can’t help but watch her make the couch up. Her ass aimed
right at me. One time looking over her shoulder at me smiling, I’m
guessing she knew I was looking at her ass. “Good night all.” she says .
I say good night, I hear goodnight back from every one.

I must have drifted off as I was worn out after not sleeping the night
before. Not to mention all the adrenaline of the day being with Jo. I think I
had a hard on most of the day. I was glad my briefs could keep my cock
contained enough it didn’t show badly in my baggy shorts. Anyway I’m
waken by a hand on my chest. To Jo asking,”You awake?””I am now.” I
mumble. “I need to talk to you.” sliding in beside me. Cuddling in close
her breast rubbing my arm and side. “OK I’m listening.” Although it was very
hard to do so with her tits rubbing on me. I’m getting hard again by the
second. “Remember when you said Calvin did his sister?” “Yea?” “I don’t
know how to say this but Ricky and dad have been molesting me for two years.”

“WHAT?” I almost yell. She puts her hand over my mouth.
“Please no one can know. Your the only one I’ve ever told. I hate it but I
don’t know what to do or how to stop it. It makes me sick every time it
happens and wish they would die.” I’m just completely blown away with
what she has just told me. “That’s why I wanted to stay here all summer.
To get away from them.” She begins to cry. I roll on my side wrap my arm
around her trying to console her. “I will do anything I can to protect you,
you know that don’t you.” She still whimpering shakes her head yes and
puts her arm around me. her head rest against my chest. I’m ashamed as I
am hard as a rock and afraid she will feel it. She cuddles closer if that was
possible. I mange to keep my cock from touching her, believe me that
was a difficult thing to do.

I’m so mad I want to go up stairs with a ball bat and kill uncle Bob. I say
“How the fuck can he do that to his own daughter? Fucking worthless
piece of shit and Ricky too. You should tell someone, the law.” “I can’t he
said the law would never believe me as he is in good with them there. It
would kill mom and destroy our family too if I told her. He said he would
tell her I came on to him and did it to get money from him.” “I would say
the two of them have already done that.” “I was young and didn’t
understand why dad was doing what he was doing to me. Telling me he
loved me and it was OK. Of course he was drunk all the times he did it. I
have tried to get them to stop but they won’t. Telling me that I really want
it even though I say no.” “Well you will be safe here, at least for the
summer. I would never let any one harm you while you with me. I’d kill
them first. That’s a promise.” She kisses me on the cheek saying she
better get back to the couch.

Again I can’t sleep thinking of how she has been abused. I lay there
listening to her sleep a small whimper coming from her occasionally. I feel
terrible about how I had been thinking of her my self. I and how much I
loved feeling her huge tits touching me. How much I really wanted to
touch and squeeze them too. I can’t help my feelings but I do not want to
abuse her as her father and brother had done. I loved her too much to do
that to her.

Part 2 to follow.