Things that suck

Today I had a slight sexual dilemma. Partly because I’m on my period, and partly because after breakfast when I was drinking some coffee with my ex, I had my head rested on his chest. Absent-mindedly I was stroking his stomach and thighs, feeling his legs and his crotch. My hands kept running up and down the length of the rapidly growing lump in his trousers. Erection.

So I slowly undid his trousers and started to run my tongue in circles over the head of his cock, feeling his body tense as I did. Then I stroked my hand up from the base of his cock to the head, while holding the tip in my mouth and teasing, licking and tasting the head. I undid his trousers and boxers and let them fall to the floor. Along with a mountain of pubes his stiff sexy erection was exposed

I moved my head up and down on his cock with increasing speed, taking him fast into my mouth and then slowly lifting my head back off, taking care to pleasure and lick every inch of it as I did. There was a hair stuck between my teeth. I gagged a little.

He slid his hand down the back of my trousers. I looked up at him, surreptitiously removing his amazingly long pubic hair from my teeth as I did. He started to slowly run his finger around my arse hole. I started sucking his cock more energetically from the excitement of having my ass toyed with. As I was increasing pace he slipped a finger into my ass and started fingering my very tight ass hole. I started moaning.

He pulled me off his cock, looked at me in the eyes and said ‘I want to Fuck You so much right now’ he pushed me back onto the sofa, pulled his trousers back on and did them up. He just stopped. He didn’t come. I didn’t come. Frustrating as hell.

My thoughts today are:

-Why Stop? I was ready for a fantastic anal session!

-What are you saving yourself for?

-Didn’t you want me to finish you off with my mouth? I’d have been happy to.

-Was the thought of my tampon enough to put him off wanting to fuck my ass?

-Why has he got completely untrimmed pubes? Just a quick trim with the scissors would have prevented such a long hair from being caught in my teeth. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m all for pubes. I find old men who completely shave all their pubes off more unusual.

-Do they think by shaving all the hair off around it, I won’t realise its true size?

-Do you want to look like your pre-teen self with a hair-less cock? However, I agree some trimming is needed.

-Who is going to enjoy pubes that grow half way up the shaft? No-one.

-How do you get around being horny on your period? A fuck in the shower?

Well gosh I’m in need of sex. I’ve been sitting here flicking through a selection of porn, and just wishing it was me bent over ass in the air with the thickest of porn-star cocks rammed into my pussy, properly in, right to the base.

Things I need now are:

– New AAA Batteries for my vibrators

– Someone willing to give me a massage, rub moisturiser all over my aching muscles (Intense session at the gym today – so many amazing sets of boobs in the female changing room, and fit bodies of all ages, the tease!)

– I need a hand between my thighs rubbing and flicking at my clit to relieve some of my frustration

– A man with a skilled tongue leaning back on the sofa, so I can lower my pussy onto his face and have him eat me for time.

– I need someone to use my toys on me, as it so much less predictable than my hands, I want them to drive me crazy with my toys

– My nipples need attention, they are erect and want to be pinched, and rolled around in someone’s fingers. My pussy reacts so well when my nipples are bitten and chewed, my knickers will end up creamy.

– Someone who knows how to wax a ladies bikini line, as I need my pubes trimmed up. Preferably this will be someone who – after waxing me smooth -would want to finger and pleasure me after.

– I want a woman who I can fuck with a strap-on, and then let her return the favour.

– I want a middle aged sales man to knock at my door to sell me window glazing, I’ll let him in to do his free evaluation, and then seduce him, use him for my needs.

– I need an orgasm.

Just returned from a weekend partying in the countryside. Drugs intake was high thus my Libido was non-existent. Curious how a cocktail of illicit substances can diminish your sexual prowess in some instances, yet enhance your desires in others.

Now MDMA, Ketamine, 2ci and weed combined make a chore out of sex. Its all far too energetic and near impossible to come.

But then the man-friend ate a Valium – Diazepam in a little blue pill. 10 minutes later he’s asking me if was actually a Viagra he took. Hard as rock he was. After a bit of the old in out, in out I passed out in the tent. Far too mangled to recall the events in more detail.

m so damn horny, and these days are getting sunnier. I walk around in my shorts or dress feeling in need of being touched, caressed, kissed, fucked. I look at everyone sexually and drive myself crazy! I need a release.

When I was young I used to make out with girls, I used to think and fantasise about more but I never had the guts to carry things through. It was all tease. My first experience came with a girl who was more experienced than me, and confident to make the first moves. I found it surprisingly comfortable and easy to get intimate. I was very turned on, and the experience was gentler but more intense than my previous ones.

I worry about Stis – I insist on condoms with men, and I get myself checked regularly even though Im using protection. I trust girls to tell the truth.

No-one is 100% confident with their body. For me feeling sexy gets me past thinking of how I look, for me the ultimate confidence boost is hanging out with someone in their bedroom naked all afternoon watching telly and doing whatever, maybe having some sexual activity but just feeling comfortable and confident in their presence. Have you ever done that?

And I tend to get bored of being given head unless its done really well. Its part of a whole sexual experience, and it was a lot of fun for me to find out exactly what I like done to me, dont u think?