Tortured Thoughts

I thought of you today
as I snapped the elastics around my dangling tits
as I twisted the tiny bands around my pert nipples
as I felt my labia swell and my slit moisten.

I thought of you today
as my tits turned pink, then purple, then blue
as my nipples followed pink, purple, and blue
as the pleasureful pain brought cold waves of desire.

I thought of you today
as I lubricated my slit
as I lubricated my hole
as I lubricated my fingers.

I thought of you today
as I stroked my swollen clit
as I drove two fingers into my slit
as I pushed a finger into my hole.

I thought of you today
as I shuddered in climax
as I squeezed out my cum
as I squirted all over my own hand.

I thought of you today
as I pulled off the bands on my nipples and the feeling returned
as I tugged off the elastics on my tits and the purple receded to paleness
as I rubbed my sore tits and nipples.

I thought of you today
and I wished it was you torturing my tits
and I wished it was you stroking and invading me
and I wished it was you rubbing and holding me.

I thought of you today
and maybe tomorrow I will tell you
that I want you to give me that pleasureful pain
before we sleep in one another’s arms.

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