I knew I was crazy to even think of doing this but I knew it had to be done in order for me to move on. I couldn’t get him out of my mind and this was the most logical way I thought I could handle it. I gave myself one last look in the mirror before leaving; I was wearing my newly bought lingerie for him, it was a deep teal satin and lace bra and panties with a matching garter belt. It fit me so perfectly and showed off my curves in all the right ways. I wore my hair the way he always liked it and added some dark crimson lipstick. I lifted up my stockings one last time before putting on my heels and coat and making my way over to his house.

It’s 12am on a Friday night. I knew that everyone would be out except for him. His obsession with World of Warcraft was what broke us apart two years ago and now I’m so grateful of his obsession for keeping him at home. He answered the door pretty quickly but froze solid when he saw me.

“Expecting the pizza man?” I joked. But he didn’t laugh, of course.

“Wh-what the hell are you doing here?”

“Can I come in and explain? It’s pretty cold out here.”

“Why should I let you? Two years and now you want to walk back in like nothing happened?”

“I know this will sound stupid but I miss you. I’ve tried to avoid contacting you and it’s been incredibly hard. I thought that the only way to move on was to see you again. I know I sound like a loony but I really miss you.” I could see his features had softened. “We have a very long history and I really don’t want that all to go to waste. We both meant a lot to each other and I kept hoping that one day you’d call but it never came so I decided to make the first move… so, here I am.”

“Two years later? It’s taken you two whole years to ‘make the first move’?”

“Like I said, I’ve tried moving on but it hasn’t worked. I couldn’t be with anyone because I kept thinking about you. I’ve tried to keep myself busy, I moved towns, changed phones and numbers. Nothing worked. So I came back here to this shithole because I have to see you again.”

He took a step back and motioned for me to walk in. “Wanna take your coat off? It’s pretty warm in here.”

I bit my lip. “Yeah sure.” I slowly opened my coat and shrugged it off my shoulders. I knew this is a pretty risky thing for me to do but since I’ve left the house my excitement has built up and my panties were getting wetter and wetter. Upon seeing him, I started to throb and it’s taking all my power to hold myself back from not pushing him against the wall.

He took a step toward me and stopped. He looked me up and down. I had no idea what was going through his mind then but I was losing it. Does it like it? Doesn’t he like it?

“Wow.” he breathed.

I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding, “Oh, so you like it? I bought it just for you.”

He took another step closer. We’re inches apart now. He is slightly taller than me when I’m not in heels but now we were both at eye level.

“Why did you come back?” He looked deeply into my eyes. He looked hurt. So hurt. I felt horrible. But there was something else in his eyes. Hunger.

“I told you, I miss you.”

“But you said you wanted to move on. So, what, are you just going to fuck me then leave?”

“I- no. I can see now that that won’t happen. I want to stay with you. I want us again. I need you.”

“How do I know that you won’t just leave again?”

I reach out and hold his cheek in my palm. I slowly move closer to him and press my lips against his. He holds me closer with his hand on my lower back and kiss me deeper. I feel the kiss spread through my body and lose myself to it. His free hand tangles itself in my hair and his other grabs my behind hard, lifting my leg up over his hip. He lifts my other leg and carries me to his room.

Throwing me on the bed, he takes off his singlet and lays on top of me. I spread open my legs and wrap them around his waist. He kisses me hard and grabs my breast in his palm. I could feel his lust growing against my waist and let out a moan as he begins to grind on top of me.

He kisses down my neck and wraps his arms around me to take off my bra. His kisses make their way down to my breasts and take my nipple in his mouth. He nibbles and licks it, sending shivers down my spine and little moans escaping my lips. He moves on to the next nipple and does the same thing. I tangle my hands through his hair. I love his hair long and was so glad he hadn’t cut it.

He kisses over my stomach and leaves a little bite on my side. He continues down till he reaches my inner thighs. Unlatching the straps on my garter belt, I lift my waist up allowing him to slide my panties off my legs. I spread open my legs again and watch as he begins to slowly tease and nibble my thighs.

His fingers feel my wetness and rub between my thighs before thrusting two inside of me. His tongue starts working it magic, licking and sucking at my clit as his fingers continue thrusting in and out of me. I push him deeper into me and start grinding my hips with his movements, my moans growing as I near my orgasm. He starts thrusting faster, his tongue stimulating my clit till I pull his head away and hold his fingers in place. I feel my walls tightening around his fingers as I reach my climax. My thighs slowly shake as my juices flow over him. He pulls them out and slowly rubs them over my clit before bringing them to my lips so I can suck them clean.

I sit myself up and motion for him to lay next to me. “My turn,” I say, with a smile on my lips.

I crawl over him and bring my head over his boxers. Sliding my fingers under the band, I pull them down and off his legs. He is just the right size. Not too big, not too small. Not too thick, nor too thin. I grab him in my hand and started rubbing him as my tongue licked at his pre-cum that had already starting oozing. Maintaining eye contact with him, I slid my mouth down till I reach the base, my hand cupping his sack and rubbing small circles at the base. He threw his head back and let out a moan, his hand holding up my hair and lifting and lowering my head to his pace. I pull him out and lick his shaft, biting the side and licking the tip. He always loved when I bit him there.

I took him in again, lowering myself all the way down before sucking and rubbing him. I feel him start to throb in my mouth. He spreads open his thighs and raises his hips, allowing him to thrust into me deeper, making me gag, I continue sucking. His moans increase as I feel his cum travelling through his boner. With a few more thrusts I feel his hot cum sliding down my throat. I continue rubbing him with my hand as I pull him out of my mouth and watch as the last few drops slide over his tip and onto my hands. I lick at what’s left and crawl over him.

Kissing him deeply, I lay flat on top of him. His hands on my behind, grabbing and grinding my hips on top of him.

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