Oh my god! I was afraid that she was going to break up with me now that she knows how pathetic I am but she is going to let me carry on being her boyfriend in public! I had to sleep on the floor after I posted the story earlier as they were asleep but when they woke up they had a morning fuck and Laura rubbed my little cock with her fingers until I cummed. They weren’t done, so I went to make them some breakfast and when I got back she explained that she does love me, just not the way she did before. I gave her enough money to go out with him tonight and she said that they will sleep at her parents house tonight but promised to ring me when they are fucking so I can listen and play with myself! I hope her parents and sister don’t know what’s happening though as I will look like a real twat when I see them again… I still can’t believe I’m so lucky that she’s going to let me carry on being with her though and she’s said she will even wank me off sometimes since we aren’t going to have sex together again since my little knob doesn’t do anything for her.

Edit @ 22:07pm:

I’m dying to get my little boner out right now if i’m honest with you! It’s only 22:07 and they won’t be going back hers for another couple of hours yet but I’ve been rock hard ever since she kissed me and left with him… I daren’t play with my pecker though just in case they call earlier than expected and I’m SO EXCITED about being able to play with myself as I listen to them shagging on the phone! I can’t believe how much of a sad little perv I turned out to be but I’m turned on and horny than ever in my life… I’m glad I can share these events with you as they happen as it’s turning me on even more knowing that people are reading this and you know as well as they do what a sad wanker I am too- I hope none of my friends find this diary though as for the time being there’s only Stacey who knows the truth. The big questions at the minute though are: Will her sister figure it out or will she tell her, will Stacey spread it around? I’m dying for a wank so I really hope they can call me soon!

Edit @ 23:02pm:

Oh my god I don’t believe what’s happening in my life right now and it’s like a perfect dream, my whole body is tingling with ecstacy from what’s going on in my head:- I can’t do a thing about it and that makes it all the more erotic! I’m in a totally perfect state of sexual arousal, I’m helpless and utterly screwed but I’m loving it!!!

To explain what I mean I’m going to tell you what’s just happened and what I’ve just found out; Laura rang me like she said she was going to do, she said on the phone that they were horny and getting drunk and she didn’t want to have to ring me later on so she was going to let me wank my little pecker off while she told me about what they were planning when they went back. I had my willy out and my fingers were slowly rubbing the tiny length up and down while she explained that he was going to fuck her in her bed at home, she was going to make a point of being as loud as she could to make sure her parents and sister knew she was fucking someone that they would discover wasn’t myself! I was on the edge but wanted to make it last as long as I possibly could so as she carried on describing how her family were going to guess that I wasn’t good enough to please her I was sure my little dick was going to explode! Only when she said that she had put her black knickers on and would leave them totally soaked in semen for her mum to find did I finally start shooting my own little wad that smeared my fingers and tiny shaft as once again my fantastic little princess gave me an orgasm so intense that I thought I was going to pass out despite cumming less than a teaspoon. When it began to subside and I could think properly again I thanked her and told her how much I love her to which she asked me what I was so thankful for? I didn’t think so said down the phone “Baby I love you more than anything in the world and am so grateful for you telling me how you two fuck so I can wank my little boner and squirt my tiny load! Will you be around here tomorrow? Will you let me play with myself when he shoots in your belly?”

Then there was a roaring noise of prople laughing from down the phone… I realised what she had done to me and I deserved it in fairness:-
I’d just thanked her for giving me something to wank off over while I was speaking on loudspeaker for everyone she was with to hear! My social life might well be over but at least my perverted mind was turned on by the whole situation and for the time being my sore little dick was satisfied enough to get soft again. I didn’t hang up in case I annoyed her so I waited until everyone stopped laughing and she finally spoke to me again after she caught her breath. She told me again that she loves me despite being a pathetic excuse for a boyfriend and that while she needs a real man to satisfy her physical needs that I am very special to her and she will never leave me so long as I don’t let her down…

I’m dreading finding out tomorrow exactly how fucked up my life actually is and who heard me embarassing myself as I cummed for my love down the phone. I might be a sad little wanker but I really do love that girl!