~Chapter 6~

I walked into my house around four in the morning. I turned my phone on, while getting ready for work. It chimed with a text message.

‘Sorry, my phone died.’ Courtney texted me.

I laughed when I realized that not only did he not answer my text about the hotel, but that his phone conveniently died mid-conversation. I tried calling Courtney, he didn’t answer.

“Good morning Dr. Barnes.” I said.
“Morning Kelly, how are you?”
“I am good, am I working with you tonight?” I asked.
“It looks that way, I am hoping for a quiet evening,”
“It’s supposed to rain, not sure if that will be accomplish, the way these people drive out here.” I commented while putting my purse in my locker and pulling my jacket off.

‘Hey, sorry about last night’
‘What hotel are you staying at?’
‘Comfort Inn and Suites’ Courtney responded.
‘So…. Your phone died and you didn’t call me back?’
‘By the time we got here, I was exhausted, I put it on the charger and I fell asleep.’
‘SMH’
‘What? You know I had a long drive.’ Courtney reasoned.
‘It’s fine, enjoy the expo.’
‘What time are you working?’
I pondered the question, I figured he was asking for a reason.
‘7am to 7pm, possibly overtime’
‘Oh okay’
‘Yeah.’

“Hey Kelly, do you want to grab something to eat? I am in the mood for Cheesecake Factory.” Diane, another nurse, said.
“Sure, you want to drive?” I asked.
“I can, no problem.”

I headed with Diane, to Cheesecake Factory. We decided on the location over at Lenox Mall, it wasn’t too far from work. She parked her car and as soon as I got out, I spotted Courtney’s car. I knew my husband’s car. For one, he had a UGA sticker on the back windshield. In the car, hanging from the rearview mirror were the beads we got when we were in New Orleans. I ran my hand through my hair, looked around.
“You ok?” Diane asked.
“Yeah.” I smiled.
I realized Courtney was not in Savannah. He could be anywhere, in the mall or in one of the restaurants. I had no idea.

We walked inside of the Cheesecake Factory and got a table in the back. I could see the door from our table. Diane was busy talking about her upcoming wedding that I pretty much tuned her out. I was torn. On one hand, I wanted to see Courtney, on the other, I was silently praying that I was wrong, and he was in Savannah. Just as the waiter finished taking our order, I looked up and there he was.

He didn’t see me. He walked in, no ring on his finger and he was not alone. I looked at the woman he walked in with. She definitely was not a co-worker. She was pretty. She was about 5’6, maybe 280 pounds, long dark hair. I figured it was a weave. She was wearing a tight dress and heels. She had an amazing body, curves for days. As much as it hurt, I understood what he saw in her. I watched as he opened the door for her, they waited patiently to be seated. He had his head buried in his cell phone, oblivious to the people around him. She was busy pointing at the cheesecake in the display window, laughing, touching his arm. I couldn’t move. I continued watching. I was debating. Do I say something? Do I remain quiet? The waitress led them to their table, on the other side of the restaurant. I excused myself and went to the restaurant, where I would have a better view of them. Sure enough, he pulled her chair out, being the perfect gentleman. She looked at him and smiled, they were on a fucking date! I went into the bathroom, went into a stall and broke down crying. I kept flushing the toilet so no one could hear me crying. It was one thing for me to have suspicion, it was another thing to have confirmation.

“You ok?” Diane asked when I returned to the table.
“Yeah, allergies.” I lied.
I sipped my water and ate my food, exchanging chit chat.

All the while, my husband was at another table, in the same restaurant, with his mistress.

~Chapter 7~

I got off work at seven o’clock in the evening. I was off for the next two days. I went home and took a shower.

“Hello?”
“Hey.” Courtney said.
“Hey.”
“You home?”
“Yeah, I just laid down, what’s up?”
“Nothing, I thought you were going to be home around nine.” He said.
“Yeah, I had the wrong schedule.”
“Oh ok, you good?”
“Yeah, I am fine, are you good?”
‘Yeah… just tired.”
“I am too, how is Savannah?”
“Savannah is fine…. Haven’t really seen too much of it.”
“Oh, because you are at the Expo?”
“Yeah.”
“Ok, well… let me get some sleep, I am exhausted. Call me when you get back to the hotel.”
“Okay, I will.”
I hung up and threw the phone on the bed. I was fed up.

I sat in my car, my overnight bag in the passenger seat. I was clutching the steering wheel. My husband did not make me feel good. He did not make me feel wanted, let alone desired. I was sick and tired of being glorified roommates. I looked at my watch, it was nine fifteen in the morning. These people would probably think I was crazy for coming here, but I really didn’t know where else to go and clear my head.

“Good evening Ms. Adkins.” The valet said.
I smiled and walked to the door.
I was let inside the mansion. A new guy, Hispanic male, took my coat and bag.
“I will need that later.” I informed him.
“No problem, just call and I will bring it up.” He smiled.

I walked upstairs, to the living room. There was one other woman there, in red. She looked at me and smiled. I smiled back. Over by the fireplace were three men, talking amongst themselves. I went to the bar and ordered a drink. I wasn’t in the mood for champagne. I just saw my husband out with his girlfriend, I needed something heavier. I sat down, watching the new woman sip her champagne. I wondered what made her come for the first time on a random Tuesday morning.

“Hello Kelly.” A voice said.
I turned to see Gabriel standing on my side.
“Gabriel, hello” I smiled.
“How are you? Surprised to see you here now.” He said.
I shrugged.
“I could say the same thing.”
“I spent the night.” He said as the bartender handed him a drink.
“Spent the night, huh? Must have been one hell of a night.”
“Truthfully, I had too much to drink.” He said.
I nodded.
“What brings you here this morning, it’s not even noon.”
“I needed to get away.” I said.
“Well, I don’t have any clients today, let’s go somewhere and talk.” He said.

We walked into one of the bedrooms, the green room. I sat on the bed, taking my shoes off.
“Wanna watch some TV?” he asked grabbing the remote.
“Are there even any people here to film?” I asked.
“Yeah, I am sure, someone is down there. Just because you don’t see them in the living room, doesn’t mean they aren’t here.” He said climbing on the bed next to me.

He turned to one of the channels and sure enough, there was a couple down in the pool, kissing.

“Oh wow.” I said.
“Is there volume?” I asked.
“I don’t think so.” He said looking at the remote and then to the TV.
“We can watch this for a little bit.”
“I don’t know if I could ever be comfortable enough to be on camera.”
“Why? I know people would love to watch you.” He said.
I shrugged.
“What do you do for a living?” I asked him as he sat the remote on the bed.
“I am…. An attorney.”
“What kind?”
“Family law.”
I laughed.
“I may need your services.”
“Ahhh…. the ‘D’ word, huh?”
I nodded.
“I don’t know why I am staying.” I said staring at the TV.
“Why not leave if there is nothing keeping you.”
“I guess I am afraid I would need to pay him a shit load of money.”
“Are you the bread winner?” he asked.
I nodded.
“Yeah, I make more.”
“But you think he is cheating on you, right? You have kids?”
“No kids, no pets, just our house.” I said.
“He may want the house.”
I laughed.
“He can have the house. He can have the car.”
Gabriel looked at me, his eyebrow arched.
“You’ve thought about this, haven’t you?” he asked.
I nodded.
“Yeah, I saw him yesterday, he and I were at the same restaurant, he was with his girlfriend. This is after he told me he was in Savannah for work.”
Gabriel rubbed my back.
“I’m sorry.” Was all he could say.
“Don’t be, I’m the one who married him. I think that’s why I am here so much.”
“Every woman is here for different reasons.”

The couple on the TV was now naked, still kissing.

“If you want to leave, then leave.” He said softly.
I looked at Gabriel, his piercing blue eyes. I rubbed the side of his cheek.
“I’ve never been with a white guy before.” I said looking at his lips.
“Oh really? Well…. That makes two of us.”
I laughed.

I sat up in the bed, taking my top off, revealing my bra. I moved my body between his legs, reaching up and kissing him. I slipped my tongue into his mouth, tasting the Brandy he had been drinking earlier. I reached under his shirt, lifting it above his head. I was feeling bold; it could’ve been the alcohol. I kissed his neck, sucking softly. His hands reached around and removed my bra, letting my breasts free. He took my right nipple into his mouth, sucking on it, licking it softly. While he sucked my breasts, I reached down and unzipped his pants.
He gently pushed me on my back, unzipping my pants and removing them. I wasn’t ashamed of my body in front of him. He kissed my stomach and belly button while taking my panties off. He threw them behind him, wickedly smiling. His hands ran a small trail down my body.

“You are beautiful.” He said.

I helped him out his pants. His dick was a solid seven and a half inches. I had never seen a white penis before, but it was beautiful. He climbed on top of me, kissing my neck. I moaned in excitement. My pussy was so wet. He rubbed my clit with his thumb, sucking my nipples with his mouth. He slid his dick inside me, I moaned loudly. He stroked inside me. the sensation felt incredible. He pinned my arms over my head, kissing me. Gabriel definitely was not fucking me. He was gentle and soft. He complimented me in my ears. He cupped my face in his hands, still dancing inside of me. I had never had this kind of attention paid to me before. I ran my hands through his hair, gently tugging at it.

Gabriel made love to my body. He told me over and over how beautiful I was. His kisses were sweet. He sat up, spread my legs and rubbed my clit while still in me. The double stimulation was something I had never had before. I was no longer afraid to moan in pleasure. Gabriel stroked me so good, I came all over his dick. Once he came, he picked up the pace and started stroking me harder and faster.

“Cum for me baby.” He said in my ear.
“Harder…. give it to me…. harder.” I said out of breath.
He threw his head back, letting out a loud moan as he plunged deep inside me, releasing his cum.

We collapsed back on the pillows, both of us out of breath. I tried to get up and get dressed but Gabriel pulled me back down.
“Don’t get up so quick, stay like this.” He said.
“I was going to put some clothes on.”
“I like you naked…. So, lie back and let me enjoy you.”
I looked at him, studying his face for a lie. I slowly laid back down and allowed myself to do something I hadn’t done in almost six years…. Be cuddled.

I woke up to find the TV still on, though no one was on it. The drapes were closed. I was laying on my side and Gabriel was laying behind me, his arm over me. I moved over, trying to ease out the bed. Gabriel stirred and fluttered his eyes open.

“Hello.” He said smiling.
“I didn’t mean to wake you.” I said apologetic.
“No, it’s fine, did you sleep ok?”
I nodded.
“Too good, I have no clue what time it is.” I told him.
He looked at his watch, one eye opened.
“Damn, it’s almost four.” He said.
“Wow, I guess between the drink, you and the lack of sleep, I was exhausted.”
“Me too. Have you eaten?”
I shook my head.
“No, I am starving.” I confessed.
“Well, why don’t we get dressed, and I take you to get something to eat. I am starving myself.”
“You want to leave and go out to eat?” I asked.
“Sure, we both gotta eat.” He said shrugging.
I ran my hands through my hair.
“Come on, we can go somewhere away, so you don’t run the risk of being seen.” He said hitting my thigh.
Before I could answer, he called downstairs and asked for our bags to be brought up.

Two hours later, I was sitting in the passenger seat of Gabriel’s Mercedes Benz S550 sedan. We were barreling down 75 towards Cobb County.
“I know place we can go; I doubt anyone will see you there.” He said.
I laughed.
“Where at?”
“You like sushi?” he asked.
“I love sushi.”
“Good, a place in Kennesaw I know.”
I nodded.
“What made you join ‘Debauchery’ Gabriel?”
He threw his head back and laughed. I loved his laughter.
“For me, it’s the best of both worlds. I work a lot. I have no time for a relationship. I enjoy different women and I don’t want the strings.”
“Why did you join?” he asked.
“I didn’t know what it was when I first came. Once I found out, I guess…. I wanted to experience something I never had before. With this place, I feel like I have been a virgin my whole life.” I told him.
“Well yeah… but your husband and you, when you were having sex…. didn’t you two….”
“My husband has a small dick, he only does missionary with me, he was not a fan of oral. I never really came from sex. I just missed out.” I laughed.
“What do you think he does with the other women?”
I was surprised by the question.
“Looking at the credit card statement…. I think he spoils them.” I said looking out the window.
“What? He buys them things to get them to have sex?”
“I don’t know, but I know he plays Santa a lot.”
He shook head.
“The thing is, I would probably guess that if I looked back far enough, he has been cheating for a long time. I only knew about one affair, a few years back. He swore up and down he would never do it again, but here we are.” I said as we hit Atlanta traffic.
“And again, I ask…. Why do you stay? Do you believe you two will get through this?”
“No, I don’t. I am that woman other women laugh at. I know what’s going on and I haven’t pulled the trigger to walk away.” I adjusting my sunglasses.
Gabriel fell silent.

We arrived at a restaurant called ‘Sushi Bites’ in Kennesaw. We walked in and grabbed a booth in the back.
“Nice.” I said looking around.
“Good food, reasonably priced and its off in the cut.” He said.
I nodded.
“Thanks.”
“No problem, it’s good to get out, after this, I will take you to Coldstones next door.” He said causing me to laugh as the waiter came up,

“So tell me, what is something you would like to do sexually?” he asked.
“Oral.” I confessed.
“Have you ever done it?”
“Not in a very long long time.”
He nodded, studying me.
“I have something I want to try with you.” He said.
“What would that be?”
“A surprise.”

After sushi and ice cream, Gabriel drove over to the Town Center Mall up the street. We got out, walked inside Macy’s and headed to the women’s section.
“Why are we here?” I asked him.
“Trust me, you will see.” Was all he would say, still holding my hand.
He grabbed some dresses, not even looking at their sizes, before dragging me to the fitting room.
“Gabriel.” I said through gritted teeth.
“Kelly…. Calm down and trust me.” he said looking me in my eyes.

We walked into a dressing room, last one, the handicapped one. He closed and locked the door before putting the dresses on the hook. I stood there and watched as he moved the bench against the wall, leaving an open area.

“What are you doing?” I asked slightly whispering.

Gabriel walked up behind, putting his arms around my waist.
“What…”
“Shhhh.” He said in my ear as he turned me towards the mirrors.

I looked at my reflection in the mirror. The image of this man standing behind me, tall and beautiful. I looked at him through the mirror and smiled. Most women, myself included, would have wondered what the hell was a man like that doing with a woman like me. I looked down at my feet feeling self-conscious. Gabriel moved his hands, still around my waist, to the buttons on my shirt. One by one, he unbuttoned them. I tried to move his hands, but he was stronger than I. He undid the last button, slipping my shirt off my shoulders.

“Gabriel….” I began.
“Don’t worry.” He whispered, kissing my ear.

He unbuttoned my jeans, sliding the zipper down. He pushed them down, bending down to help me step out of the jeans, still in my heels. He stood up, looking at me in the mirror. I was standing there in my camisole top and undergarments. He pulled the camisole top over my head, tossing it on the floor. I stood looking, in the mirror, at my body. My stretch marks that were slightly visible. My thighs had dimples and not from smiling. I saw all the imperfections of my body. Gabriel wrapped his arms around me. I closed my eyes, trying to not see myself.

“Open your eyes Kelly.” He said.

I half smiled and opened them. I stared in the mirror. I moved my arms to cover my stomach, he held them down. I tried to turn my body, to avoid looking, but he held me still. I was forced to see myself. Gabriel let go of my arms and moved in front of me. He kissed my neck, my eyes closed slowly. His hands removed my bra, letting it too fall on the floor. His fingers softly traced around the nipple and areolas of my breasts. He bent down, pulling my panties down, helping me step out of them.

“What in the world?” I asked.

He stood up, moved and stood behind me. I was completely naked. His left arm across my breasts, his right hand covering my pussy. I leaned up against him, looking at this image that was in front of me.

“This is you.” He said moving his arms, his hands in my hands.
“I know.”
“You are beautiful.” He said.
“Gabriel….”
“Your neck…. Your breasts…… your stomach, don’t be ashamed of your stomach.” He said standing in front of me again. He got on his knees and began kissing my stomach.
“A real man will not care about stretch marks Kelly.” He began.
“Your thighs are beautiful and thick.” He said kissing my left thigh and then my right thigh.
“What the hell?” I asked, laughing a little.
“Your ass…. Your ass is beautiful.” He said turning me around.
“My ass is in your face.” I commented.
He smiled before kissing my right ass cheek, then my left.
“Your legs are beautiful…… your feet are beautiful.”

He stood up, his arms around me. He pulled his shirt off, exposing his chest.

“I think you are sexy.” He said.
“I think you are sexy.”
“Look at yourself.” He said turning me around, facing the mirror.

I was trying to hide my uncomfortableness. Most women would have loved to have a fine looking man kiss and touch their body. I, on the other hand, was so self-conscious. It was such a foreign concept to be told how beautiful I was; how sexy I was. Here I was, standing in a dressing room, butt ass naked with a man whose last name I didn’t know, but made me feel like I was the most beautiful woman in the world. I didn’t think I was ugly or anything, but your self-esteem takes a hit when you see your husband out with another woman that looks better than you.

Gabriel pulled the bench out, turned it long ways and motioned for me to sit. I sat down, wondering what he was going to do next. He moved my position, putting one leg on either side of the bench. I was somewhat spread wide open. He gripped my legs, putting them on this shoulders, pulling me to the edge. Once I was on the edge, Gabriel got on his knees, in front of me, my pussy in his face. He began kissing my inner thighs, before sticking his tongue inside me. He licked and sucked on my clit. The coldness of his tongue took me by surprised. I looked around the room for something to grab, but all of the clothes were too far away to grab. As I looked to my left, the mirror gave me a profile view of Gabriel on his knees, his head buried in between my thighs. I rested my legs on his shoulders as he licked my pussy. His tongue going in and out of me, tongue-fucking me. I rubbed his head. I was trying so hard to be quiet. I covered my mouth with my hand, trying to keep from moaning. I could hear two women off in the distance, coming closer. I presumed they were going into dressing rooms, unaware of what was happening in the dressing room at the end. I looked at my profile. I was watching myself get pleasured. I couldn’t believe I was doing this. Gabriel reached his hand up, cupping my breasts. I took the opportunity to grab his hand and bring his fingers to my mouth, sucking on his index finger. The more I sucked, the more he licked. He found my spot and vigorously licked and sucked. My body bucked in excitement. I was desperate for something to muffle the sounds I desperately wanted to make.

“Oh my God.” I whispered just as the women in the other rooms were laughing loudly.
“LET ME SEE THE DRESS WHEN YOU’RE DONE SUSAN!” one woman yelled.
Susan must’ve thought that was funny because she began cracking up loudly.
I couldn’t hold it in anymore.

“Ohhhhh” I moaned as I came on Gabriel’s tongue.
He sat up wiped his mouth. I was completely spinning. I was breathing heavy, grabbing my chest. I held my stomach, trying to calm myself down. I couldn’t move just yet. I laid there, still spread eagle. My pussy was dripping. Gabriel rubbed my breasts. I grabbed his hand, forcing him to stop.
I composed myself before sitting up, I had to stare at the floor for a moment. Gabriel stood up against the wall, putting his shirt on.

“You ok?” he asked.
“Yeah, just give me a second.” I said.

I stood up, got all my clothes on and leaned up against the wall as Gabriel walked over to me, touching the small of my back. I looked at myself in the mirror. I felt like a new woman.

“We can go.” I said.
“After you.” He said opening the door as we exited the dressing room.

Susan and her friend, a heavy-set petite woman were standing there, mouths opened, looking at us. I winked and walked past them.

~Chapter 8~

Wednesday came and Courtney was back home. We were back to our routine. We slept in the same bed, yet had little conversation. My work schedule was a little all over the place, which meant I couldn’t go to ‘Debauchery’ for at least a week. I was missing it. I was missing Gabriel and I was definitely missing Koogi. I was getting to a point where I would rather be there than at home.

“Hey.” I said to Courtney as I walked in the house.
“Hey, finally home, huh?”
I nodded, watching him send a text.
“Yes Lord, my feet are killing me. I don’t know what possessed me to do a double shift.” I yawned.
“I don’t know either; you want me to get you something to eat?” he asked.
“You aren’t cooking?”
“No, you haven’t been to the store, our refrigerator is empty.” He said.
“You can’t go to the store?”
“You don’t like what I buy.”
“You mean we have no food, and you didn’t think to go grocery shopping?”
He shrugged.
“What the hell man?” I was beyond annoyed.
“Look, do you want me to get you something or not?”
“Sure, get me whatever you are getting yourself.”
He grabbed his keys and left.

Two and half hours later, Courtney still wasn’t home. I had showered, rolled my hair and gotten my work clothes together. I went through the kitchen, making a list of things we needed, loaded coupons on my cell phone and tried to call Courtney’s cell.

“Hello?”
“Where are you? It’s been two hours!!!”
“I had to go to Target.” He said.
“Target???”
“Yeah, I needed some stuff for work and I saw they were having a sale.”
I laughed.
“What is funny?”
“You went to Target at eight o’clock at night to see if they had some stuff that you could get for work? You told me you were going to get something to eat.”
“I am, as soon as I leave here, I am in line now.”
“You’ve been gone for two hours Courtney!!!”
“I know…. As soon as I am done here, I am going to pick something up, calm down.” He said.
“Don’t worry about it.”
“Oh so now you aren’t hungry? You know you need to eat Kelly; you always need to eat.”
I hung up the phone.

Next Day

“Hey, I am working late tonight, so…. Don’t wait up for me.” I told Courtney on the phone.
“Ok, I have some stuff I have to take care of anyway, did you eat?”
“Yeah, I ate.”
“Ok, see you later.”
I hung up and got out the car, walking into the mansion. I was on a mission that night. My husband barely came home, made fun of my weight and never paid attention to me. I just wanted to feel good.

I walked into the living room, it was packed. I had never been on a Thursday night, but clearly, this was the night to be out. I looked around. I didn’t see Gabriel, which I wasn’t surprised, considering he said he would be busy with work last time I saw him. I ordered a vodka tonic from the bartender. I smiled at some strangers and eavesdropped on a conversation here and there. I was looking for Koogi when an older man walked up to me.

“Good evening beautiful.” He said.
“Hi.”
“My name is Henry.”
“I’m Kelly.” I smiled shaking his hand.
“How are you this evening?”
“I am good, how are you?”
“Wonderful, I haven’t seen you before.” He said.
“I am sort of new, this is my second week here.”
He nodded.
“How are you liking it?”
“I enjoy it.”
“Have you been taken on a tour?”
“Yeah, my first night, they showed me around.” I replied.

I looked at Henry. He was about 5’10, stocky build, a little bit of a belly. He had a short crew cut hair style, no facial hair. I could see a tattoo on his left arm. He wore black framed glasses. If this were high school, Henry was definitely the nerd. I would’ve guessed he was maybe in his forties. He wasn’t really my type. I had never been with a white guy other than Gabriel.

“Nice tattoo.” I commented.
“Thanks, I got it when I was in the army.”
“Oh wow, what do you do now?”
“I am a teacher.”
“What do you teach?”
“Physics.” He laughed.
I shook my head.
“I was horrible in Physics.”
“You didn’t have me as a teacher.”
I smiled, he smiled back.
His eyes crinkled when he smiled. It was sincere.

“What brings you here tonight Kelly?”
“Same thing that brought you here.”
“Oh, you were bored at home too? Decided to get into some trouble?”
I laughed out loud.
“Something like that.”
We had a pregnant pause.
“I was a little nervous to come over here.” He admitted.
“Why?”
“Because you are beautiful and that can intimidate a man. Plus, I have never approached a black woman before. But, I saw you and thought ‘why not’ you know?”

It was my turn to blush. I had never made a man intimidated before.

“I am just a normal woman, easy to talk to…”
“Easy to look at.” He added.
“Well thank you, I appreciate that.”
“It’s the truth.”
“So you have never approached a black woman before?”
He shook his head.
“I confess; I have always been curious. I just never had the nerve,”
“Well tonight you have and I didn’t bite your head off.”
“Would I be too presumptive if I asked for us to get out of here?”
I looked at him up and down, sipped my drink and smiled.
“Slightly.” I laughed.
“Trading me in already?” a voice asked.
I turned around to see Koogi leaning on the bar behind me.
“Koogi!” I said with excitement. My pussy was already dripping.
“Hello.” He said.
I turned back to Henry.
“Henry, this is…”
“Koogi…. Yes, I heard.” Henry said.
“Hello.” Koogi said back.
“Well, maybe I will see you next time.” Henry said.
I watched him walked off. I started feeling bad, until a red-haired woman walked up and started tonguing him down.
“Oh” I whispered to myself.
Koogi watched my gaze.
“You disappointed?” he asked.
“No, not at all.”

I turned to look at him and smiled.
“How are you?” he asked.
“Believe it or not, I am better now that you are here.”
“I missed you.” He confessed.
“We missed you too.”
“We?”
“Yes, I said ‘we’, if you know what I mean.”
“I know exactly what you mean.” He said sipping his drink.
“How’s home?” he asked.
I looked at him, rolled my eyes and shook my head.
“Tonight, I do not want to think about home.”
“Ok, then I will take your mind off of it.”
I smiled.
“Come on.”

I followed him to the elevator and we went down to the basement. It was completely empty. I was surprised. The pool was empty; the hot tub was empty. Koogi peeked in some of the bedrooms, all empty.

“No one is down here.” He said.
I shrugged.
“Maybe they just haven’t made their way down.”
I sipped my drink.
We walked into a room that had an Earth tone theme going on.
“I like how they did this one.” I said sitting my drink down as Koogi walked up behind me.
I turned around, wrapping my arms around his neck.
“Kiss me.” he commanded.
I brought his face to mine, introducing my tongue to his mouth. I moaned slightly as he kissed me, our tongues playing. His hands unzipped my dress before he stepped back.
“Undress for me.” he said.

I let my dress fall to the ground. I took my white satin push-up bra off, letting it fall to the floor. I stepped out my boy shorts and stood naked.
“Shoes too.” Koogi said.
I balanced on one foot while I removed my Jimmy Choo heels. I stood there.

“Turn around.” He said.
I turned.
“Now lay on the bed, on your back.”
I climbed on top the brown and coral comforter. I moved the decorative pillows and laid back.
“Close your eyes.” He said.
I looked at him and took a deep breath, closing my eyes.
“Trust me, I will not hurt you.” He whispered.
I nodded just as I felt the fabric across my eyes.
“Blind folding me? Really?”
“Yes, just trust me.” Koogi said.
I nodded as he tied the blindfold.
“Just follow my lead.” he said.
I took a deep breath.

“You’re on a deserted island, it’s just you and one other person, are they male or female?”
I know I made a face, like I was confused.
“Male” I answered.
“What is his name?”
“Hmmm…. Sean.” I said.
It was the first name that popped in my mind.
“When you see Sean, what is the first thing he does to you?”
“He kisses my forehead and hugs me.”
I could hear Koogi moving towards me. I felt his lips against my forehead and his arms pulling me up to hug me. God he smelled good.
“After he kisses you, what does Sean do?”
I smiled.
“He rubs my breasts.” I say.
I feel Koogi’s hands rub and squeeze my breasts. I felt him bend down towards them. My hand stopped him.
“Sean would kiss my stomach.” I smiled.
Koogi laughed and moved lower to my stomach, planting soft kisses.
Now I knew how the game was played.
“What……else…. would…. Sean….do?” he asked while kissing.
“He would lick my nipples, biting them.” I said.
His full lips felt so nice on my skin. Koogi kissed a trail up to my breasts and flicked his tongue across nipples. I moaned. He gently bit my nipples, causing me to moan. I felt his hands over my arms, keeping me in place.
“Would Sean do it like this?” he asked sucking on the left nipple.
“Yes.”
“What else would he do to you?”
“He…… he would…… oooo Jesus…… he would…… lick my pussy.” I said.
Koogi removed his shirt, pausing briefly to remove it over his head. He began rubbing my clit. I moaned loudly.
“Lick it….” I said grabbing the sheets.
Koogi stopped sucking my nipples and licked a trail down to my pussy. He opened my legs and buried his head in my wetness. He darted his tongue across my clit, began tonguing it down. He sucked on my clit gently, he stuck his tongue inside my pussy. I moved my hips with his mouth, I rubbed his head, pushing his tongue deeper inside me.
“Yes baby……ooooo……. Right there.” I said.
He sucked and ate me for what felt like eternity.
“What would Sean do next?” he asked, I presumed sitting up.
My mind was spinning.
“He would introduce me to his dick.” I said licking my lips.

Koogi moved to my left side, his knees by my head. He took my left hand and placed it on his rock hard dick. It was huge in my hand. He turned my head towards his dick, moving himself closer to me. I could feel the tip with my thumb, it was so smooth. I brought it to my mouth. I hadn’t given oral sex in so long, but I remember the basics. I kissed the tip. It was warm. I licked around the mushroom tip. Koogi let out a slight moan. I turned my body towards him, giving me better access. I licked up the sides, before putting my mouth on it. I had my eyes closed, under the blindfold, enjoying the introduction. It had a bland taste. It wasn’t salty and it wasn’t sweet. The dick was smooth in my mouth. I began moving my head up and down it. I used my hand to run up and down the shaft.

“That’s it baby…. suck it just like it.” Koogi said.

His encouragement gave me just what I needed. I moved my position, getting on my knees in front of him. I was sucking harder. My jaw was starting to hurt. I tried to breathe through my nose as I put more of his dick in my mouth. I moaned on his dick. I never thought I would enjoy bringing a man pleasure this much. I wasn’t even sure I was doing it right. Koogi grabbed a handful of my hair and began rocking his hips, pushing more dick into my mouth.

“Open your mouth wide.” He said.

I opened my mouth as he pushed to the back of my throat. I had the feeling of throwing up. I used my hands to jack him off and try and keep him from ramming all ten inches into my mouth. There was so much spit in my mouth, it was making audible sounds. I never knew my mouth could do that. I never knew I created that much saliva.

“Oh shit…. I’m about to nut.” He said.

He pulled out and got in between my legs. I felt him grab me at the waist and pull me over to him. He slid his dick into me. It felt so good. He fucked me so good. I reached down and began rubbing my own clit, while he stroked inside me. He moved my hand and began rubbing my clit. I let go as another orgasm took over my body. I held my legs up for him, giving him all the access he needed to my pussy. I held on to the wooded headboard as he pounded my pussy in.

“OH SHIT BABY….’ I yelled.
“Yea…. I’m about to cum….”
“Oh fuck.” I yelled as his hands grabbed my breast, squeezing it.
He pumped harder, finally releasing his cum inside me.

“Oh fuck.” I said.
Koogi collapsed on top of me, out of breath, sweating.

We laid there for twenty or so minutes. I took the blindfold off and stared at the ceiling.

“You ok?” he asked.
“Yeah.” I said kissing him as he laid next to me.
“God, you are amazing.” I said.
“No, you are baby, you just don’t know it yet.”
I smiled as his hand traced the curves of my body down to my pussy.
“And you’re still wet.” He said.
“Around you, I stay wet.” I told him.
He moaned, reaching up and tonguing me down.
“I would love to have you for a weekend.” He told me, kissing my ear.
“Oh really? We may have to figure that out.”
“So much about you I want to discover.”
I smiled.
“Hell, there is so much about me I want to discover.” I laughed.
I looked at his watch.
“Urgh! I have to get home soon.”
“Stay a little longer.”
I shook my head.
“I wish I could, I really do.”
“You can, just stay right here.”
I laughed
“Don’t tempt me.”
“I am tempting you.” He said moving on top of me.
“What are you doing?”
“I am tempting you to stay.”
“Koogi…… I need to go……”
He was inside me, pushing in.
I couldn’t think of an argument to push him off and go home.
“Maybe just a little longer.” I moaned wrapping my arms around his neck.

I walked into my house around three in the morning. Courtney’s car was in the driveway. I prayed he was sleep and wouldn’t ask me any other questions. I walked into our bedroom and found him sound asleep. I hopped in the shower, threw my hair in a ponytail and climbed into bed. I had to be to work in five hours. Courtney made a sound, rolled over as I laid on my side, smiling. I was exhausted, sore and thoroughly satisfied.

“Good morning.” I said smiling pouring some coffee.
“You went to the store I see.” Courtney said.
I nodded.
“You want a cup?”
“No thanks, I will pick something up on the way in.”
I shrugged.
“Yeah, I went to the store, we can’t starve.”
“I would’ve gone, if you had given me a list.”
“No problem.”
“What time did you get in last night?”
“Around three. What time did you come in?”
“Around one.”
“From work?”
“No, me and some co-workers went out.”
“Oh ok.” I smiled.
“What has you in such a great mood?”
“I had a good night sleep.”
“Indeed.”
“Are you working late tonight too?”
“No, I will be home. I was wondering if you wanted to go out to dinner.”
“Sure, why not, it would be nice to be out of scrubs and put on some real clothes.”
“Ok, so let’s plan for eight thirty?” he asked.
“Sounds like a plan.”

I got home from work, somewhat excited about dinner. I got in the shower, did my hair nice and found something in my closest that actually hugged my curves. I was losing weight. I was already down a dress size. I wasn’t stressing over my body, my rolls. I looked at myself in the mirror and actually cracked a smile.

“Hey.” Courtney said walking in.
“Hey.”
“I will be ready to go in just a few.”
I nodded.
I guess I had waited for him to notice the change, and compliment me. It never came.

We drove to Sotto Sotto in Inman Park. It was an unusual choice for Courtney. He typically didn’t like Italian food.
“What made you want to come here?” I asked as we took a seat.
“Heard about it from some co-workers and I thought we should try it.”
I nodded, picking up the menu.
“Everything looks good.”
“I know how much you like Italian.”
I studied the menu, trying to figure out what I wanted.
“Hello, my name is Tracey….”
I looked up to see the woman from Cheesecake Factory.
“I will be your waitress tonight.” She smiled.
‘YOU HAVE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!’ I thought to myself.
“I will start with a water, no lemon.” Courtney said smiling at her.
The man brought me to the restaurant his girlfriend works at.
“I’ll do the same.” I said looking at Courtney.
She smiled, exchanging a quick glance at Courtney before walking off.
“I’ve seen her before.” I said.
“You have? Where?”
“I don’t remember; I think the Cheesecake Factory.” I said waving the idea off.
He just looked at me.
“So…. Which co-worker told you about this restaurant?”
He cleared his throat.
“Richard…. He told me.”
I sat back in my chair and chuckled.
“What is so funny?”
“Just a thought.” I said.

My husband, the man I promised my life to. The man I shared a home with, took his last fucking name. The man I stayed faithful to, loved, honored and cherished. This man knowingly brought me to a restaurant that his mistress worked at. He knew she would be working tonight and he recklessly brought me here. I believed he did it because he clearly didn’t believe I knew about her. I watched my husband watch her all night. I attempted to make small talk, he couldn’t focus. It was the biggest slap in the face any woman could have faced. In that moment, I had a decision. I could continue to put up with this, out of fear of being alone. Or, I could say “enough is enough” and cut my losses. I excused myself and went to the restroom. I went into a stall, stood there, seeing my reflection in the door. I took a few deep breaths. I figured I was about to cry, but I didn’t. I stood there. Different women were coming in and out, talking and laughing. I stood in that stall, alone.

“Everything ok?” Courtney asked.
“Yeah.” I said taking a seat.
I played with my food while Courtney was glued to his phone.
“This was nice.” I said drinking my wine.
“Yeah, you liked it?”
“I did, I never knew this place was here.” I said looking around.
“Well, now I introduced you to someplace new.”
I nodded.

I watched as Courtney paid for the meal, and left a forty-five percent tip. I smiled to myself. I walked ahead of him to the car. We passed a tall muscular black guy, standing in line for the restaurant. He and I made eye contact, he winked, I smiled. Courtney, walking behind me, never noticed.

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