“Dadddddd!!!!”
“Yes baby!!!!!!”
“I’m done shaving her”
“Ok i’m coming”
I sprayed more fluid into the fire then looked across the lake.
“She’ll always be mine” then i walked in the house.

“Hey baby” I look at the fire, the red and orange flame rising from the pit. “what are you doing outside? you ok?”
i wrapped my arms around her shoulders.
“yeah im ok just.. i feel like theres somthing missing from my life. i want to know more about my mom”
“Well umm she was like you in so many ways, she was so live and bright and warm and loving. she was also freaky very freaky (haha) but she was the most beautiful woman besides you of course. but she brightened up my day. made me feel like i could be and do anything with her. she always had this thing about her like she could just make everythhing ik like i coould never do no wrong until…. everything happened/”
“What happened?”
“nothing lets go back inside. time for bed.” and i walked away i couldn’t look into her eyes knowing they are the same beautiful eyes that belong to her mother.

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“I can’t believe you’d do that. Whats wrong with you thats my babygirl you fucking bastard.” and said as she hit me in my chest.
” listen you know it would have happened sooner or later. she needed to be apart of her life. she was going to grow into it. i dont know what you want me to do. she deserves to know, she’s my kid to.”
” no you bastard you ruined her life. I should have ran away when I had the chance. i can’t believe you’d do this to our only child.”
“im sorry ok ”
” no your not”
“please look i love you ok im sorry”
“i cant i just have to go ok”

later that night was the last night i saw her. i child was gone and so was the woman i loved so much. i just went crazy i couldnt handle.
the next day i found someoone and well lets just say she was the beginning of my crazy life. i went uncontrollably crazy without her. i needed her.

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“bitch dont scream” i said as i watched her beautiful white pale body laid down tied up on the floor. i touched her thigh and she shivered away like i was a monster. the same look in her eyes i saw in my wifes eyes. i couldnt handle that look it drove me in sane.
i touched her skin with the tip of my blade as a tear rolled down her face. it made me so hard when they cry and the fear they had in they’re eyes. i chuckled as i slipped off my pants stroking my hard cock. watching her stare at me. i touched the tip of my cock on her lips and she wimpered.
” shh baby i know you wnat to, you love cock, your a cock whore, you’ve been teasing me the past few days. the way you dance in front of the window in your bedroom only wearing your bra and underwear. youd swim naked jsut for me showing off your sexy cruves.”
i laughed at her and took another drink of my fireball. she started to cry more now realizing that ive been watching her for a while now. i laid between her legs as i slapped my cock against her pussy and she wiggled away crying. i giggled and slammed myself inside her. i felt her insides squeezed me and i moaned. it waas so hot and warm inside of her. she was so tight. the screams she welled into my ear made me all the more hornier. as i slammed into her over and over again making her mine. making her pussy wet and sqeeze my cock.i laughed as i pulled out and aimed my cock towards her ass her and she started freaking out screaming loudeer and louder. i laughed as i ripped into her ass hole she passed out from the shock but woke back up just so fast because of the pain. and kept screaming it made me so hard watching the blood leak from her ass hole. and i cam screaming.
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i wished i could take those moments back. i wish i could reverse it. maybe shed still be here. she was the love of my life and i ruined it.
” daddy umm are you ok?”
i jumped a little startled by my flash back.
“yes baby”
“are you ok?”
“yeah yeah im ok just tired you ready for bed?”
“yeah i guess no sex?”
“no not today baby umm i just wanna hold you instead… is that ok”
“umm yeah sure “
i laid down into bed stiff and weird as she cuddled into my chest”
“daddy”
“yes baby girl”
“umm im sorry”
“sorry for what”
“bringing her up “
“baby your fine i promise just havent had to talk about her in a long time”
“i just wanted to know about her since i never met her you know”
“yeah of course baby. listen to me. you and your mother are the only and most important females i have ever had in my life. you both have bought love into my heart when i thought i couldnt love anyone”
“daddy what if she is still alive. like what if shes out there somewhere. like shes watched me my whole life like you did.”
“i dont know maybe i doubt it though. she would have tried to keep you away from me when i started to get close to you”
“why do you say that “
“i fucked up a long time ago. its why you was taken away from me when you was younger”
“what did you do dad”
“i…i cant get into that ok it was a long time ago and im just happy i have you back in my life now i dont know what id be doing if you wasnt here with me”
” but dad”
“no that it its time for bed no more talking any next word and ill chain you back up in the basement”
i just felt her move away from my chest a little and turn away from me. i know she did nothing wrong but it hurts so much. i cant live with myself anymore if i have to tell her the truth. i just rolled over and silently let my tears roll out my eyes.

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