This all happened around 1994-96ish…

My mom was a very sexy woman in her late twenties and a mother of 5… tan skin, long beautiful hair, thick body, nice ass and big tits, D-cups I believe. I don’t exactly remember when it was that I started to fantasize about her but I think it was around the right at that age where I had recently discovered masturbation. I’m 19 years old at the time and we lived in a small 3 bedroom/ 1 bathroom apartment; me, my mom, step-dad and little brother and sister, the 2 older siblings didn’t live with us at this point.

Mom would wear revealing clothing around the apartment all the time, sexy little nightgowns made of silk with lace around the edges with nothing underneath, and some where her big tits and beautiful areolas were clearly visible. Needless to say, but that would drive me wild and most times I would have to run into the bathroom and jerk off on the spot. I would get out of my room late at night, go into the room right next to my mom and step-dads, put my ear to the wall (ooposite this wall was the headboard to their waterbed) and wait for them to start fucking so I could jerk off listening to them.

It always made me extra horny when I was able to start listening at the exact moment he buried his cock in her pussy. My moms breathing would let me know if that was the first thrust or if they were in mid-stroke already, either way it turned me on something serious. Sometimes I would be into jerking off so vigorously that my hand would slip off of my cock and force my knuckles into the wall, when that would happen I would quickly run back into my room in case they heard it and came to look.

Once the coast was clear I’d go back to listening to them fuck. I did this a few times a week and the more I did it the more I started thinking: damn I wish that was my cock in moms pussy! The idea of fucking my mom was so erotic that it was all I thought about at home…how could I get mom to fuck me, or at a minimum get a blow or handjob from her. Every chance I got I was checking out my mom…watching the sway in her ass, the bounce of her big tits as she walked, the movement of her lips…damn I really wanted to fuck her!

I started thinking that her pussy was MY pussy, it belonged to me! Have you ever seen the old fuck film series “Taboo”? Kay Parker is the mom and she fucks her son…well that was the first porno I’d ever seen followed by the “Taboo: American Style” series, so I suppose thats what made me not feel awkward about the thoughts I was having about my own mom therefore I didn’t feel that it was wrong that I wanted to fuck my mom… having said that, I wasn’t exactly open about it either.

The next year was more of the same, listening to them fuck while I jerk off, getting horny checking out my mom etc. Then we moved to another apartment building that was slightly larger than the one we currently lived at. This time though my room was right next to theirs and the walls were very thin….glorious! One particular day I was home alone and decided to watch one of the pornos that my step-dad had, he only had 3 tapes so there wasnt much options that I had to choose from.

I go to his stash place in his closet and noticed he had acquired another tape. I got so excited at the thought of masturbating to a new porno, so much in fact that my cock was already throbbing. I put the tape in the VCR and pressed play. The image that came across the screen caught me completely off guard. The image was of my mom, wearing nothing but a white lace thong with her back to the camera. She was swaying her ass left and right to some good love making music while step-dad was recording.

Ok, so I’ve told a few friends about this particular incident and this is the part where I tell them that I immediately ejected the tape, put it back where I got it, never touched his pornos again and that I was scarred for life while laughing it off. The truth is I was in awe of what I was watching. My young cock swelled with excitement and without taking my eyes off the TV screen I managed to pick up the remote for the VCR and step backwards to sit in the chair.

Usually, when I masturbated at home I would just drop my shorts down to my ankles and rub one out as fast as I could before someone came home. This day was diffeent though….I’m about to watch my mom get fucked! So in honor of the occasion I got completely naked. I knew I was going to be shooting a big load and I wanted to shoot it all over myself. So there I am, sitting in the chair butt naked, remote in my right hand my hard as a rock cock in my left. I end up fast forwarding through the tape until I see my step-dad get into the frame, then I press play.

He walks up to my mom, who is now on her knees, and stands in front of her. She then takes his BBC and swallows it! Mom could deepthroat!! She worked his big cock like a seasoned porn star and it wasn’t long before he was shooting his first load of the night down her throat to which she swallowed every last drop! Back to dancing…I start to fast forward again.

I press play again when I see my mom get on the bed in doggie position. He gets behind her, his cock hard again after cumming once already. Watching them fuck in doggie style was amazing. Her big tits were bouncing around like crazy, his big cock going in and out slapping that beautiful ass of hers, her moans and grunts of pleasure that I had heard before but never seen. It was too much and I couldn’t hold back anymore and exploded!!! My hot cum shot up to my neck and drenched me all the down to my cock. Rope after rope shot out of my cock paralyzing me in pleasure!! Toes curling, moaning loudly with each rope of cum that I ejaculated!! What a great orgasm that was!!

After rewinding the tape and catching my breath I put it back. Before jumping in the shower I stopped and looked at myself in the mirror…I was completely covered in my own cum which started to run down pass my cock and onto my legs. I was amazed that all of that cum came out of me, gave myself an evil grin and jumped in the shower.

A year or so later My moms already crumbling marriage had all but crashed to the ground. Couple that with the bad news that we lost a dear family member back home. She slid into a depression and began to drink. At first it was just a few times a week then it grew into a daily thing. When she got good and drunk she’d usually ring one of her girlfriends and talk for hours. One particular night she was telling her girlfriend about the night she made that sex tape.

She was in the kitchen and I was sitting in the livingroom on the same chair where I watched the tape. From where she was sitting she was only able to see the back of my head. So while she was telling her girlfriend the things she did on camera, I was sitting there with my cock in my hand masturbating listening to her. I shot my load onto the carpet that night.

Some time goes by, its now wintertime, its late at night and mom is drunk again. I’m a little annoyed because I want to watch porn and masturbate but she’s still awake. Step-dad is out of state for a while so that meant that I could watch his porn movies without the fear of getting caught. It’s around 1am when mom makes her way to the sofa. She was wearing one of her skimpy nightgowns that was edged in lace and like always, she had nothing on underneath.

As she’s starts to lay down on the sofa I go ahead and grab a porno. I chose to watch it in the living room since mom was sleeping there. The thought of masturbating near her was just too good to pass up. I press play on the VCR and start to play with my ready and eager cock. After about 10 minutes or so, I glance over at my mom. She was laying on her back with her right leg perched up on the back rest of the sofa. With her sleeping in this position her legs were spread wide open putting her pussy on display.

I immediately forgot about the movie playing and was stroking myself to this wonderful view I had. A few minutes later I said fuck it, I want a closer view. Before I got next to her I ran to my room, stripped off all my clothes, grabbed a white sheet, draped it over my back and went back to where she lay. On my knees next to my sleeping mom my heart was racing! The first thing I wanted to do was get my hands on those big beautiful tits.

My hands are trembling out of both fear and excitement. The way I’m positioned: kneeling on both my knees with her laying down on my right hand side so I’m facing her exposed pussy. After taking a deep breath I take my right hand and as softly as possible I place it outside of her nightgown on her left breast. There was no response from her so I proceed to put my hand inside her nightgown and feel her pleasantly soft tit in my hand. My heart racing even faster now! With my left hand I start stroking my cock

A few minutes later I take my hand off her left breast and move it to her right breast. She made no mevement what-so-ever so I decide to pull both her titties out. God were they beautiful!!! I gently licked her left tit with my tongue. At this point my cock is ridiculously hard, I don’t think I have ever been that aroused before. It was amazing!!! I continue suckling her left breast and as I do some precum oozes out of my cock.

Feeling more aroused than I ever have been I move down to her pussy. At first I just layed my hand on her crotch to see if she would move at all…she didn’t. My heart is beating out of my chest right now…I press my finger down hoping to penetrate but I was too high (rookie mistake lol). I slide my hand down a bit a voila, my finger goes in!!! At the moment my finger goes in my moms pussy I was looking at her face and noticed that she winced for a second…like how you’d wince if when the doctor pricks your finger to test your blood sugar or something.

Seeing no other reaction from her I go in deeper with my finger and I start to go faster! Oh my god…I’m finger fucking my mom and loving it!!! I thought to myself. I yanked the sheet I had draped over my back off. I’m jerking my cock with reckless abandon when I again say to myself… fuck it! I stand up, my raging hard cock is hovering over my moms mostly naked body as I look down at her. I put my left hand on the backrest of the sofa, my right hand goes next to her on her left side near her ribs, both my legs on the sofa now. I now have myself in a good braced fucking position between my moms legs. At this point I’m blinded by lust, my cock preparing for the sweet wet darkness of my moms pussy! I begin to lower my hips down to moms pussy, my cock is pulsating like never before, my heart is racing, I’m blinded by lust by the thought of fucking my mom!!! My throbbing, pulsating, twitching, precumming rock hard cock is centimeters from moms pussy when I panic. To this day I don’t know why.

I get down off the couch and masturbate while fingering her again. It doesn’t take me long to unload the biggest cumshot of my life!! I tried to make sure that none got on her, but I couldn’t and shot some of my love juice on the stomach part of her nightgown. It just seemed like the ropes of cum shooting out of my cock would never end! I was even moaning in pleasure. When the ropes of cum finally stopped I was able to see how much actually came out. I had drenched the front side of the sofa, the carpet beneath that and not to mention the few ropes that was strewn across moms midriff! It was truly a beautiful sight to see!!

That is how that night ended for me. Even though my cock never felt the inside of my moms pussy its still a huge turn on and a memory that I use often when I masturbate. Funny thing happened the next day though. Mom was wearing a skimpy nightgown again but this time she had panties on underneath. She NEVER wore panties under those nightgowns before…so I was left wondering if she knew what I had did to her the night before…of course I never had the balls to ask her