My first younger partner

I was almost 16. I was gay. I was shy. I had had some fumbles with much older men and had their cocks in my mouth, sometimes whether I wanted it or not. That had started when I was thirteen and a half years old and a man had forced his cock into my mouth in a toilet in Southsea. I was terrified but he didn’t stop till he had fucked my mouth and cum. He told me that men would now be able to see in my eyes that I had sucked a man’s cock and they would want me to do it to them, and that in the end I would want to do it. I didn’t know it was all lies. I spent ages looking in the mirror to see if I could see anything in my eyes. Every time a man smiled at me I thought he had seen what that man had told me about and I blushed. If I hadn’t been in that toilet reading the stuff on the walls and playing with my cock then I would have heard him come in, and it would never have happened. It was my fault really. I couldn’t explain to my mum how it had happened so I never said anything.

As I got older I realised that I was gay but was terrified of being found out. I had only done anal once and that was when a man forced his cock into me even though I had said no. If I hadn’t have agreed to let him rim me then it might not have happened. It was my fault again. He told me I had enjoyed it because when he had finished I was hard. I never knew about my prostate!! I believed him when he said I was made to please men and would always want a man’s cock in my bum. If I hadn’t been in a wood where men went to get sex it wouldn’t have happened. I only went there because I knew I could get mine sucked if I sucked theirs. They were so surprised to find a 14/15yo who would suck them, couldn’t believe their luck. I never told anybody but I was determined never to let a man fuck me again. I liked older guys but they were dangerous. I wanted somebody my own age, but the gays at school were always talking about what they had done and who they had done it with, and I didn’t want anybody finding out about me.

I was in Southampton in a toilet having a pee when somebody came and stood next to me. He was older than me, I guessed about 19, and looked nice. He didn’t pee he just started to play with his cock. I was going but it fascinated me as his cock got bigger. I was only 167cm tall, and slim, maybe even thin. I had green/grey eyes and dirty blonde hair It was down to my ears and quite thick. I had been told loads of times that I looked about 14 and sometime even younger. All I knew is that I didn’t like the way I looked. He just looked in front of him for a while as his cock got bigger and bigger. I kept looking and I guess staring after a bit. Then he looked down at mine, which was sort of half hard.

“Not giving your a rub then, god it feels good?”

I did the usual and went bright red and he said “Cute”

I felt mine starting to harden up and as he was like the nearest to my age I had ever seen I gave mine a few rubs and it was soon real hard and I had to sort of force it down a bit to stop it hitting my belt and shirt. It points straight up when it is hard. It is not very think yet and only about 14cm long, but it gets like a bone with skin stretched over it and is almost like translucent a bit. It is bone hard, not like a real man’s cock which is hard but you can feel it is a bit soft and squeeze it a bit, and it has bumps and ridges on it, mine is just smooth all the way.

“Oh kid that is beautiful!”

I blushed but felt awesome when he said it.

“Would you mind if I just felt it please. I wont do anything or hurt you, and if you say no then fine, but it is so nice I’d love to feel it in my hand”

I was flattered. I blushed and nodded my head and turned a little bit towards him. He turned towards me and his, to me, huge cock with a big red fat head pointed at me. He reached forward and very gently took hold of mine. I heard myself sigh as he very gently played with it.

“You like that? It is a beautiful one. I’d love to play with it and if you would let me suck it too”

I was caught up in the lust and the feelings and I slowly reached for his. It was fat and my hand wouldn’t go right round it. But it was hot and hard and it sort of jerked and throbbed as I touched it. I heard him sigh and then suck his breath in. I felt good knowing I could do that to a man.

“Oh you have wonderful hands kid, wonderful touch. God it feels so good”

We did this to each other for a minute and then suddenly he stopped. I was devastated! I wanted it to go on. I rubbed his more and even lent forward to try to suck it a bit so he would start on mine again.

“Hey slow down kid, slow down. It’s not safe in here. Look why not go back to mine and then we can do it and not get bothered and we will be safe. I have a car in the car park just outside”

Now I had NEVER gone back with anybody because I thought it could be too risky to be shut in somebody’s house and not able to get away. But my brain was beaten by my cock, which was jerking and dripping against my jeans and top. I agreed. He put his in his jeans and I struggled to get mine away. As soon as I managed to get it away it started to make a wet patch on my jeans, and it hurt cos it was so hard. I followed him out side and we got into a small black VW car.

His name was Shane and that he was almost 20; and he lived with his dad, but his dad would be out. I told him I was called Dean. He asked me how old I was and I told him 15. He said he thought I was 14 or even 13, but I told him again I was really 15. He told me he thought I was really good looking. He asked if I had ever done sex before and I told him about sucking a few men. He asked if I had ever done anything else and I said only once and it hurt too much and I would never do it again. He said that was ok he just wanted mine in his mouth and his hands running over my naked body, maybe, if I was happy, we could 69 (he had to explain that!!). His horny talk had me getting harder and harder and the spot on my jeans was now quite big and quite wet.

We got to his quite quick and he parked the car and we walked to the door. He opened it and let me go first, patting my bum as he did. I was so horny. A great looking 19 year old wanted to have sex with me!! We went inside and up some stairs to a bedroom. He started stripping right off. I watched and then went to follow but he said no wait. He stripped off and he was awesome. He had real good pecs and a six pack, He was well built and had some hair in his chest. I was in love/lust with him.His cock was sticking straight out in front of him, wet and angry looking but exciting. It must of been 21cm long and maybe 3cm across. The head was quite bit fatter than the rest of the cock. When he was naked he sat on the edge of the bed and called me to him. I walked over and stood between his legs.

“You like being between a man’s legs kid?”

I blushed and nodded.

He slowly slipped my top of. He rubbed add then pinched my tits. It felt electric!!

“Right kid sit on my lap and take your trainers and sock for for me”

I sat on his lap and I could feel his cock forcing against my bum as I bent over. All the time he was rubbing my crotch. When my socks were off I stood up again.

He undid my belt and slide my jeans down. I stepped out of them.

“Oh my god kid, please slowly turn right round”

I did what he asked, flattered that this guy should fancy me. He sucked his breath and whistled as I turned round. As I got to face him again he took hold of my white boxer briefs. Very slowly he slid them right down and blew on my cock when he was bent over. Again I stepped out of them. He moved onto the bed and patted it for me to get up next to him. I did.

He took hold of my cock, very gently, He rubbed it and it felt awesome. I grabbed his and did the same. It felt to hot in my hand. He lent over and took mine in his mouth WOW!!!! I let him and then I had to move so I could get his in my mouth. It only just went in! It tasted great and I sucked him in as far as I could. He was moaning and sort of moving around as I did it. He asked me to stop and moved so he was head at my feet and then he sucked mine again. I guessed what he wanted cos of what he had explained about 69 so I started sucking on his. I could taste his precum. I didn’t know how much longer I would last.

He stopped.

“Kid please, would you let my try to fuck you? I wont hurt you and I will stop if you say. Please let me try you have such a beautiful little bum, it is so small and perfect”

I told him I was sorry but he was too big and that it had hurt me so much last time. He was ok with it and he moved round so that his head was between my legs. My head was by the pillow and he was sort of nearly off the end of the bed. He put his arms under my thighs and took my cock in his mouth. He sucked me and I heard myself moaning. Then he lifted my thighs and ran his tongue down to my bum and licked it. OMG that felt so good. The he went back to sucked me, and he kept doing this. I was so close and felt like I had never felt before.

He had my cock deep in his mouth when the door opened and a man said;

“What the fuck is going on here?”

I was petrified. The man was like mid to late 40’s and big like Shane. Shane slipped my cock out of his mouth.

“Oh hi Dad I thought you were out. This is Dean. He is gorgeous and sucks wonderful but he wont let me fuck him cos he is too small and I am too big and he got hurt real bad the only time he was fucked”

I couldn’t believe this! Shane was telling his Dad all about me!

“Jez Shane what’s wrong with you? There’s more than one way to fuck a sweet young boy like this and make him feel good. If he sucks well then he must love having his mouth fucked I bet”

As he was saying this he was taking his clothes off. He had a nice body but a bit of a belly. His cock was not as thick as Shane’s and not as long, but it was still quite big. He moved towards the bed and sat across my chest. Then he lifted up a bit and moved me up the bed so my back was against the headboard and my mouth level with his cock as he sat back down. He inched forward and I guessed right off what he wanted so I let him slide his cock into my mouth. He sighed and started to slowly rock in and out of my mouth. I kept a bit of suction and my lips quite tight. He was fucking my mouth and loving it.

“See Shane this is a way to fuck a boy who does not want his bum fucked. Dean is loving this aren’t you nipper?”

I nodded and he fucked me a bit faster. Now the head was starting to bang against the back of my throat a bit.

“So that guy really hurt you when he fucked you?”

I nodded.

“Did you tell him not to do it?”

I nodded and sucked.

“So he ignored you, it was a proper rape”

I nodded and felt his cock jerking in my mouth.

“Are you pleasuring the boy back there Shane? He is doing such a good job on mine I want you to make him feel good. Are you sucking him and rimming his cute little arse?”

“Yes Dad I am, and yeah he does have the cutest little arse, like a 12 year old”

“So did you scream when he fucked you Dean?”

I nodded again. I couldn’t talk as his cock was half way down my throat. Shane was lifting my thighs and licking my bum a lot more than he was sucking me now. I was in sex feeling overload.

“Did that make him stop when you screamed. I bet it didn’t. With men like that I bet it made him even hornier and he went at it even harder; is that right nipper?”

I nodded. I remembered how the man had seemed to love hearing me scream and beg him to stop.

“Did you cry? Did you beg him to stop?”

I nodded, and I was surprised to hear him say quietly;

“Awesome, did you hear that Shane?”

He fucked my mouth a few more times, making me gag a couple cos of how far it went in to my throat.

“Here Shane, you can’t get at his cute little arse proper when you are lifting his legs. Give them to me and I will hold them up out of the way. The you have full access to him and can give him what he really wants.

I watched and Shane lifted my legs and his Dad, Mike, put his arms pound the back of my thighs and pulled my legs round almost to his chest. I felt Shane really probing into my bum now and it was wonderful. I put my head back and I closed my eyes just to enjoy the feelings washing all over me.

My eyes shot open and my head jerked forward as I felt huge pressure against my bum hole. As I jerked forward Mike’s cock went into my throat. I gagged and choked and pulled back and SCREAMED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A bus or something forced its way into my bum. The pain was unbelievable I screamed again, and then I blacked out. I came round and heard Mike say;

“He’s back with us now so you can carry on Shane”

My bum was on fire. I felt sick. Mike wasn’t holding my legs now but I still couldn’t put them down. I saw I had been tied to the bed so my legs were up. I screamed as I felt more of that huge cock going into me.

“Oh Dean that is such a sweet sound. You have no idea what that can do to a man. A boy screaming as he is fucked makes a man get even harder and hornier. You are wonderful”.

Mike’s cock was now forcing itself into my throat with eveyr push. Shane was now buried in my bum, I had tears running down my face. I thought I was going to die. Shane pulled back. He didn’t stop until the head of his cock was actually in my bum hole ring forcing the muscles open. I screamed.

“You got it right that time Shane, beautiful”

“I don’t know how long I can keep this up dad, he is so tight Im not gonna last very long”

“Don’t worry boy I will follow you. Is the kid still hard?”

“No Dad he has gone soft”

With that Shane rammed back into me. Another scream. My body jerked up as if to try to get away but I couldn’t. Shane repeated this over and over. Mike took his cock out of my mouth but I was now out of screams. My head was on one side. My tongue was hanging out and I was dribbling as Shane pounded away.Then HE screamed; and froze; and then flooded me till I thought I was over full. He collapsed against his Dad’s back. Then very slowly he started to pull out, He was not fully soft and I felt like I was being ripped inside out as the fat head forced its way out through my ring.

“Ah look at the kid, he is shagged now, and he hasn’t even cum himself yet. We gotta go something about that”

Mike moved and got off me and went round to my bum.

“No please, no more please” I sort of cried to him.

“Beg boy, thats it beg me”

I did, over and over again, as he smoothed my bum cheeks. I should of known he wouldn’t listen but I kept begging.

“That is music to my ears boy, and all the time you been begging me your little bum has been closing up, which is what I wanted. Now it is my turn to play music with your sweet arse”

He got between my legs and I begged one more time. Then in one mighty gut wrenching move he rammed his cock into me and right up inside. My back was almost completely off the bed when he finished and I was screaming and screaming. He pulled back, my back relaxed and fell back onto the bed, and he rammed again. Over and over he kept on. I thought his cock was going to burst out of my mouth.

“Oh shit kid your so sweet, oh shit. I love the screams and the noise. I love how tight you are and I love raping you. Shane get your Grand dad quick”

Shane vanished from the room.

You know I am not Shane’s dad don’t you? We are just some gay guys who share this flat. His name isn’t really Shane and mine isn’t Mike”

He kept emphasising his words with massive thrusts into my arse and guys. I was loosing it big time now. I sort of saw a man come into the room with Shane, an old guy in his 60’s, and black!! He was quite stocky even fat with quite a big belly.

“If you keep saying please, just please nothing else, then I might not let Sam here fuck you after me is that a deal?”

I nodded.

“Ok then say it”

“Please, please please please” over and over again.

What I didn’t know till after was that Shane was getting a video, but it was one of me with some guy with no face fucking me and me saying please please all the time, like I loved it. Then Mike rammed in harder than he had ever done and froze. I felt his cock jerk and jerk. He was cumming. Sam moved to my face and shoved a very very fat black cock into my mouth. It didn’t taste nice and it was very fat it filled my mouth. Then it started to grow as Dave filled my flooded leaking bum. The cock got fatter and fatter, forcing my jaws apart. It wasn’t as long as Mike’s and quite a bit shorter than Shane, but it was very fat. Soon it was really hard and Sam was fucking my mouth and throat. Mike fucked me five more thrusts, each time sending more cum into me, then he collapsed against Sam’s back. He lay there for what seemed ages as Sam fucked my mouth. At last he started to move.

“Oh Sam you’re gonna love this arse. I’m not sure its gonna love your fat cock, but your gonna love fucking it”

Mike moved and Sam had to drag his cock out of my mouth as it had filled it so much it was sort of stuck in there. He went between my legs. I begged again just like before. Sam looked at me, dribbling with lust, then he looked at my bum: then he moved forward.

Nothing prepared me for the pain that came next. I thought it had hurt when Shane had fucked me, but this was not only a fire but it felt like I was being ripped open. I screamed and screamed and Sam had a struggle to get into me.

“Hey man this little arse really IS tight, and boy he squeals like a stuck pig!”

I felt Sam pulling back and I relaxed. That was all he needed, with a mighty forward movement he rammed all that fat weapon past my ring and into my bum. I passed out for the second time.

When I cam round Sam was just sort of rocking backwards and forwards in my bum very gently. I couldn’t see Shane. Mike was standing next to me. He put a small bottle under my nose and blocked one of my nostrils. I tried to move but Sam held my head and blocked my mouth. I had to breath in the end, and some weird smelling stuff went up my nose. They made it happen again, and then did the same with the other nostril. Slowly my head went funny. Then all I could feel was my bum and cock and the pain seemed to have eased.

“He’s ready Mike” I heard Sam say.

Sam started to fuck me. It hurt, but not like it had before. Mike started pinching and twisting my tits. God it hurt, but it also sent like electric shocks straight into my cock. If felt my cock getting hard!! Sam fucked and fucked. Slowly the stuff I had sniffed wore off and I started to get soft and I started to cry. More stuff to sniff. I got hard again. Sam just seem to go on and on. My cock would get hard and Mike or Sam was ripping my tits off it seemed, but it felt good. Then it would wear off and I would start to go soft again. Then more stuff to sniff. This went on and on and I was like totally our of it now.

“Ok Mike, put them on him now”

I felt Mike clamping something on my tits, metal things, cold and hard. They were squeezing my tits and it hurt, but the stuff I was smelling seemed to make the hurt ok. Sam was getting quicker now and thrusting harder and deeper. The with a mighty bellow like I never heard before he exploded inside me. It almost burnt but the terrible thing was that I came at the same time, all over my face and chest!

“See Sam he really enjoyed that, he has cum a bucket load. Boys like Dean love to be abused by real men” I heard Mike say.

Slowly Sam withdrew. The he came to my head and wiped his cock in my hair!!! Sam turned around.

“Ok Shane you can do it now”

Shane came over. I wondered what the hell was going to happen now. Shane took the clamp things of my tits. God it hurt as the blood started to go back into them. Then he rubbed them!!! I thought I had run out of screams but I hadn’t. You could see the pleasure in the eyes of all three at the pain they were causing me. I didn’t think I could stand much more, but the pain in my tis slowly started to ease.

“Well boy that was an amazing time you gave us. I don’t expect it was as good for you as it was for use, but never mind. You were created to please men, and nipper you are real good at doing that. Now I’m going to put a towel between your legs and then undo your arms. They will hurt as the blood comes back but not like your tits did. Your bum is quite open right now and as you sit up the cum will run out onto the towel. I want you to hold the towel between your legs like a nappy and then Shane will take you to the bathroom so you can sit down and force the cum out. Don’t want it leaking through your briefs and jeans on the way home do we”

I followed Mike’s instructions and sat on the toilet and felt everything running out of my bum. I felt ashamed and I hurt so bad. Why had I cum?? Why had I started to enjoy what they were doing to me at then end when Sam was fucking me? I cleaned myself up and went back to find my clothes to get dressed. As I walked into the room a flash on a camera went off. I got dressed.

“Now nipper you might just be tempted to tell somebody about what went on here today, and we would not like that to happen. However, you talked to Shane too much on the way here and we checked you wallet in your pocket. If you feel like telling anybody then you better know we have a video of you with some unidentified man’s big cock fucking your little arse and you saying pleas please please over and over again just like you are loving it and want more. That will go to you parents and to your mates at school. I don’t think you would want that now would you? Im gonna give you the mobile number all three of us use. If you want to come back for another session just give it a ring. One of us will answer. You don’t know, we might even be able to arrange for a few more to be here next time”

I left with Mike’s words going round and round in my head. I couldn’t tell. I couldn’t risk that video getting into my mates hands, my life would be hell. Ok so I would have to keep it a secret, and that was going to be hard cos I couldn’t walk right and my tits were so tender rubbing against my top. I was sure people would guess what I had been doing. Still I wouldn’t tell. But no way was I ever going anywhere near them again, or that toilet where I met Shane, or whatever his name was, no way, never.

So why is it that I till have the piece of paper with the number on it five weeks since it all happened: and why do I keep getting it out and looking at it?

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