This time was to be different, we had planned this. Well planned it as much as my unexpected shyness would let me. I was going to stay over night at his place and we woul go a walk the next day into local woods to celebrate lughnasadh and explore where things would take us.

The day went by as it usually does when I visit, standing around chatting with my friend and his wife. If felt a little odd that I didn’t feel like the worst person in the world as I stood speaking to his wife.

At around midnight hi wife went to bed and we stayed up chatting as usual. Although it was different this time, thing felt charged. I wasn’t about to do anything as we were in his house with his wife asleep upstairs.

As we were standing chatting he reached out his hand and slid it around my neck pushing my hair out of the way, he spent some time rubbing my neck and running his hand up into my hair, it felt amazing, I don’t understand why but this simple thing turns me on more than I thought possible. Again I noticed myself going quiet again but I didn’t feel uncomfortable at all, I wanted to touch him but didn’t. He asked me if I was ok with this and if it was freaking me out, I told him it wasn’t and I wanted it. I then took the opportunity to begin to touch him, running my hands up and down his back, scratching and lightly stroking.

His hands moved to my chest and he started to take my tits out of my bra and top one at a time to lick and suck my nipples, again this time my head swam as I ran my hands through his hair. I loved this teasing knowing we wouldn’t go any further in his house, I wanted him to grab me, bend me over the kitchen counter and fuck me for all we were worth.

He rolled me something to smoke, I stood by his side stroking his back and arms as he did. When he had finished rollin he put it to my lips and lit it for me. As I stood smoking be took my tits out of my bra again and began to lick and suck my nipples, I paused in my smoking until he told me to keep smoking, this seemed to be a turn on for him so I didn’t mind as knowing that I was turning him on turned me on and made me happy.

That’s as far as we went that night. The next morning we got up, had breakfast and spike with his wife for a while. Everything was completely normal and fine but in the back of my head I knew that in a matter of hours we would be back to experiencing each other again.

We set out on our adventure to find a place we could be together and not be seen by anyone. We found a place and laid down some plastic sheeting to keep us clean.

Again I got quiet and shy even though I wanted this. We were talking an he was asking me questions which I knew I should answer and had thought about answering before but couldn’t get an answer out. He asked me if I had thought about what we were going to do, of course I had but I just said yes and didn’t elaborate. Then he asked what in my opinion tantric sex was, I said I didn’t know, I do know, it’s not about the end of the act and rushing towards orgasm it’s about enjoying the journey there, letting it build and harnessing the energy, but at that moment to him, no I didn’t know. He spoke to me about how as being older he knows what kinds of things he likes and asked if i know what I like, I said no as this is pretty much true, I have been with my current partner for a long time so we are in that very much repetitive normal sex. I do know some things I like, I know I prefer things to be a little more on the rough side and that I am sexually submissive, but I couldn’t say it, what that was too weird or not what he was into. I also want to experience this without any idea of what to expect.

We lit a fire and some candles in a way of making this more than just sex but and all over experience.

After we set up we kissed and began to touch each other, we don’t kiss in the way as if we are trying to suck the life out of each other, it is soft and teasing, licking and sucking on each others lips and tongues. I would lightly bite his lip occasionally too. I moved to kiss and bite his neck, licking up to his ear and breathing raggedly into it.

He removed my bra and started touching and squeezing my tits while we kissed. He lowered his head to take my nipple into his mouth. He decided to see what I preferred, first he went soft, softly licking and stroking my nipples and tits, it was nice and I liked it but eye he decided to try hard, he grabbed and squeeze my tits and sucked and bit at my nipples, I swear that was one o the best things I have ever felt, I actually felt like I could have came.

I moved to lick his body, now feeling alot less shy I ran my tongue down his chest to his nipples, I licked and sucked then moved down his body to the area between his belly button and pelvis, feeling the soft skin under my tongue and hearing his moans is one of the sexiest experiences of my life, I noticed then something else I liked, to please him. Again I wanted to take out his cock and suck it but I dragged myself back up his body to his lips.

We moved to the area we had set out and got to our knees, still kissing now undoing each others trousers, he slid his hand into my underwear and began to stroke my clit as I took out his cock, he told me something he liked, nails, he wanted me to run my nails up and down his cock and over his balls, I was a little worried about hurting him at first but looking at his face and hearing the noises he made while doing this encouraged me to keep going.
He picked up the speed of rubbing my clit as I tried to breathe through my need to orgasm, I managed to control myself for 4 waves of this, he had noticed this and now seemed to be making a point of making me cum, I tried as hard as I could to control myself but he wouldn’t let up rubbing fast and firm, I had no choice but to just grip his shoulders and let my body be wracked by my orgasm, I felt it begin to subside but he still wasn’t letting up and I came again, my first ever double orgasm. I had to get him to mice his had away from my clit as I know that after one orgasm it is very easy for me to be pushed over that edge again.

I spent my time calming down by stroking his cock and running my nails over his balls. I wanted to suck him, I kept looking from his cock to his eyes, I could feel myself licking my lips and aching for him to ask me or direct me to taking him into my mouth, eventually he said the words ‘do you fancy running your tongue down it’ I nearly swallowed his cock I jumped on to it so fast. I ran my tongue from tip to base and back up again taking him into my mouth, I lost myself in this act running my tongue all the way down to his balls, I licked and sucked his balls into my mouth, something I didn’t tell him was that I had never licked or sucked ball before, it was something that had never appealed to me but here in this moment with him I couldn’t get enough of it, the noises he was making were turning me on so much, I let my mouth take his entire length into my mouth and throat and then sucked up until it popped out of my mouth. I opened my mouth mouth and let his cock slide into my throat and looked up at him, I held his arse and started to guide him to fucking my throat. He told me that it was really hot and one of the best feelings ever. I wanted urge him to just grab my hair and pound his cock down my throat but I let it stay slow and steady. Eventually he couldn’t handle anymore as I was going to make him cum, I reluctantly stopped with a few last sucks and licks.

He sank back down to his knees and kissed me deeply, he began to rub my clit again while rolling my nipple with his other hand and biting and licking my ear, he asked me if i liked it and i told him i did. while kissing me he firmly grabbed my hair and pulled just enough for it to hirt a little, i loved it, he told me to bend over so that I was in all fours as he wanted to make me cum again, I complied of course part with being told what to do, part due to the promise of another orgasm. I felt a little self conscious as he had a pretty good view of my arse and pussy from this position, any worries wee quickly gone when I heard his satisfies moans from looking at me like this. He slid his fingers into my aching pussy and began to work them in and out, again it had that same sensation that for me was unique to him. He would com to the side while still sliding his fingers into me so that I could strike his cock and he could kiss me, after not very long I could feel myself getting to that point again, I didn’t fight it this time I let it roll over me. I could feel my pussy squeezing around his fingers.

I went back to sucking his cock to get him hard enough again, I licked an sucked his cock and balls and where ever my tongue was not my nails were, he was quickly rock hard again. He put on the condom and hand me on all fours again, I’m guessing he had realised by now that I liked it on the rough side. He didn’t waste time slowly guiding himself into me, he rammed himself in and slammed in and out of me, it felt amazing having his cock inside of me, I could feel myself already close to cumming. I told him I couldn’t hold on and he told me not to, he kept saying to cum and this tipped me over the edge, my whole body tingled and I could feel him cumming too.

After I did feel a little strange as I feel the need after being treated roughly just to have a few minutes of being gentle after, otherwise I feel a little used. He didn’t know this and I didn’t want to say so its not his fault but I will tell him for next time.

He asked me how many times he had made me cum, i told him 4 and what he said next is the one thing that keeps on coming back to me, 4 out of 10, did this mean next time there would be 10?

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